darwins ,

2006-08-12T08:54:00.000-07:00

ROAR . i've decided to move soon too since everyone's abandoning the blog ): decided on a blog name alrdy but shall get the template first bfre i move . haha .

planetshakers concert yesterday was nice ! but heart thumpy . hahha . it was like bomb bomb bomb bomb . but nvm jumping neutralises the effect (: i like that slow song ! the first slow song that they played . whoever who has that send to me ! and sadly they didn't play rain down ): well im not christian so i didn't praise or whatsoever , but at least i jumped aye (: took picturees . and stef didn't get to try the jumping thing in the end haha . well aft that me and honk went home while stef and kerri went to the airport for supper haha .

and that night i had this really weird dream that got me all laughing (: pek i shan't mention anything here . hahahah . cause maybe it'll come true someday hehhh .

fireworks today were nice and beautiful (: but there's a price to pay for everything aye . squeezed thru the crowd to stand beside the stage to watch . and squeezed thru the crowd to walk out of esplanade . i swear i almost died there . + we walked all the way frm esp to ps . ONE BLOODDYYY HOUR . rahh . but we felt ACCOMPLISHHED . and i got to see the wonderful N80 . i want it even moreeee .

at least going out cured my running nose haha . i MUST not sleep and continue mugging . shall upload the fireworks pictures someday (:

blaargh!

2006-08-11T02:48:00.000-07:00

i have moved. to: bandworld-.blogspot.com

move to guild blog temporary until after O levels.

okay farewell all~ come tag on my guild blog~

-chermaine

2006-08-08T09:56:00.000-07:00

i MUST NOT sleep in the afternoon , and MUST sleep earlier at night 0_o URGH

OKAY I passed today PEACEFULLY . without my dad realising about the cam . which also means i've one more day to get it fixed . i'm like so doomed when he finds out 0_o and because of my cam dying . ROAR stupid LAUYA cam ! i didnt get to take pictures with everyone ): and spammed poor xy's cam with mine and bean's pic . s0rry w0r ! haha i upload and send you your pictures (: save yer time hahaa .

and tsk today was supp to be mahjong day . but bean and gab ended up playing xbox and i ended up playing MAPLE <3>

and icern STOP lying and deciving yourself ! tsk how many times mst i constantly remind you 0_o

so anws happy 41st birthday to singaporee . hah .

2006-08-05T07:37:00.000-07:00

i think i'm gonna become some study freak or whatsoever soon . 20 odd more days to preliems . i dont want to / bother counting the no of exact days i only know its coming soon ): ROAR . soon i'll jst go crazy frm the countless studying sessions like TODAY .

poke seriously never fails to amuse me lah ! she forced me to ask some girl that she claims is frm rj this maths question 0_o BOOOO . and the new cafe at the library sells bad food . 0_o no standard one . tsk . disgusting strawberry cooler thing tastes like my STRAWBERRY BODY SHAMPOO . saw sijia and shuwei there . and poke's snr . hahha . and then poke suddenly talked about what will happen if we kena locked inside the library . 0_o

me: we'll die frm oxygen . unless you wanna open the window .
poke : go on the aircon .
me : siao ah later the alarm thingy will ring .
poke : then good mah they can rescue us ! then we can fake that both our phones are flat and we can't contact anyone .
me : 0_o
poke : whats with the sudden talk of getting trapped in the library .
me : TSK ! you started it haha .

oh and i took a pic of poke's bloated stomach . looks like she's pregnant . who wants to see it hahaha : D

and we both died frm headache after eating frm the foodcourt at pp . mst be the bad cleaning . tsktsk . i shall try not to eat there too often . hahah .

clearing solitaire is funo !

2006-08-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

i think the whole family's gonna be sick soon . first it was my mum then my brother and soon its gonna be me . roarr . all the late night studyings . our 1am " study groups " haha . its less than a mth to preliems and i've so much un-covered . mst do intensive chionging 0_o urghh all the muggings ):

went back to see the section aft supervised and during (: kinda remembered 2 years ago me anne and chermaine were still like talking about how long band's gonna be like . and i forgot who said that our farewell will be soon too . which is true , 3 years in tkgssb, gone in a flash.

ii lUrbB tkgssb w0r . : D

sigh i dont care about mep alrdy . i'd rather do revision for other subjects .

on a lighter note , 1 more day for supervised studies . YAYness (:

me & bean are gg to work hard to LOSE all those tummy fats hahaha .

my legs are STILL jellified .

2006-08-01T07:19:00.000-07:00

OLYMPIC FLOWER GRANDMOTHER STORY 0_O

anw i passed my 2.4 thanks to hongyu ! (: yay . she was like spurring me on each lap and i actually managed to cont running until the 3rd round then i can't tahan alrdy . and poor her had to drag and push me along . hahaa . i think she suffered more than me man 0_o leung's breathing technique doesn't work ! and 2.4 leaves people with muscle cramps , whole leg pain , headache , nerve ache , which in for short , means paralysed down the waist right pek . hahaha . I HATE HATE HATE NAPFA . I DONT CARE WHAT I GET SO LONG AS I PASS I'M HAPPY (: & thts like so different frm last time cause i used to aim for gold but this year i dont care hahaha . and inclined was so cheated haha i can't believe she actually counted still . & i got touch the floorr meh ? roar .

and bean was being super emo and cried during pe . all l.m.l's fault . keep forcing people to run ! cant she ever think that even if that person runs this time she wont get very well results , might as well dont waste time and run right . and summore what if she makes that person's legs die and cannot climb up the 4th story .

today was like a chao slack day & i slept during the whole of chinese cause my head ached like crazyy .

& thai express food is addictive . i mst aim to try most of the food there ! hahah . tsk to honk and her phat thai . (:

the trip home was like madness . i dont know what i was talking about lah . wanted to ask pek how many bags and i ended up asking her how many mums she had 0_o and then we started the how many clothes you have= how many dads you have 0_o random rubbishhes hahaha .

URGGH bio and amaths tmr and i'm still bloggging . bahh .

2006-07-29T06:21:00.000-07:00

thank you pek for staying up with me till 2am to let me have my 1000th solitaire win (:

roarr i dont know why i'm so damn giddy now . prob because of the 50 mins bus ride home frm the airport . i jst feel so .. groggy and weirdd . and there were this two weird people sitting behind of me in the buss .

and i'm never gonna eat pork ribs anymore they're WAY WAY WAY TOO SCARY ! righttt gab haha .pork ribs are so big that its never ending 0_o it filled my stomach such that i couldn't eat my favourite cartel bread ): boohoo .

studied at the airport with poke today and she went MAD . like LITERALLY mad . she kept torturing/squeezing my poor sheep , aka perky butt . sthg that poke named it and of course it sounds gross hahaa 0_o. this is what o's do to people man 0_o drives people nuts . and once again i'm broke and was left with a MERE 40 cents . eh poke WE MUST START , we HAVE TO START , and we WILL START . rmbr hahha . (:

replies to tagg ;

TAE/ nooo , meowing and kyuuing sounds gay ! roaring sounds btr (:

FFF/ sleeping is good what . tskkk .

ABAH/ i dont even knw what i was doing then hahah . nooo so change a name for it dont call it susan ! (: HEWHAWW .

LEUNGG / go check the dictionary and see what it means haha .

PEK/ haha yes i thanked you on my entry (: go seee hahah . but nw i've 1002 wins lol .

JEAN/ HELLOOO (: hahah i think i'll faint man 0_o

donchaa jst love barney's colour ? (:

2006-07-26T09:14:00.000-07:00

BIO plus GEOG . aaaagghhh . can i jst die . and there's gonna be !#()!@(#)!@( effing amount of tests next week . how splendid .

and abah we should have another name for the THINGS . okay besides susan i can't think of another name to give it currently 0_o

the lab assistant person during supervised studies was so very amusing . cause we had that survey thing then we went to eat so she said . both of you ah must stay for another 30 mins . 0_o and she was talking to charlotte in chinese then she realised and asked , you're chinese right . then stared her nametag then said ya or sthg . 0_o damn amusing lahh . and shaofang was saying about bfre i went in there was this person who was coughing badly or sthg then she went to take sweet frm another person and told her to give it to her cause she's coughing or sthg . TSK .

been gg to heartland mall almost everyday after supervised . 0_o ROOARRH . i want pepper lunch someday !

2006-07-25T07:36:00.000-07:00

EVERYONE'S making me regret tons and tons for not gg to maiden high's concert today ! ): AAAHHH . heard a few songs over the phone and their singing . incredibles was super incredibly fast and whoa-some . DEEP PURPLE MEDLEY (some song i actually had in my com but didn't bother listening) had this chao cool ultra longishh BARI solo . like come'on how often do you get to listen to bari solos ! BOO . didn't get to see their gimmicks thou ): EH pek this song's much more cool-er than fantasy variations and the contrabass clarinet ! haha . shall send it to you someday .

and i failed 2.4 as expected hoho . was practically walking half round and running half round for every lap .so of course fail lah 0_o still walk until so qing song hahah . i have no stamina for nuts man . and me and jocelyn were as weak as a jellybean aft that .

andand i think maple's boring . its like i've no interest in it . trained a pathetic one percent . went to play rez's acc outta boredom and me and pek almost died frm hyperventilation . 0_o cause we were too lazy to on mg . and he was at vikings and they deal 1000 - 1400 plus dmg . but luckily his char survived haha . pek kept pressing heal until i can't walk 0_o . and i finally got the green susan ! yay . (: am not gg to waste money turning the thing anymore . hoho : D

ROAR . emaths and chinese test tmr sighs ):

-wusuan .

2006-07-21T08:43:00.000-07:00

firstly , a great big sorry to 4/3 and ling lao ):

've never felt carnival day this way in my 4 yrs in tkgs . sorry for being that irresponsible person jst running off to watch the buskings . at that pnt we came back only when ling lao went to find us . and aft most people left the class , leaving like ten odd people in class , there was this certain emptiness in class . its like , i dont know how to explain the feeling , but jst empty . sorrryyy . ):

but anws , friends for life yeahhhh (: hahah my ending's kinda abrupt 0_o

2006-07-18T06:55:00.001-07:00

okay fine. i shall reply to pek and wusuan's post.
okay for general knowledge, wusuan, in case u didn't know, vann and berenice were asking me if i wanted to go in with them, but pek and i decided to wait for someone to seriously crawl up. and while u crawled up, i supposed u saw me and pek staring at you and you continued to crawl.

okay, anyway thank you for caring for me. i know you all care, but you all just don't understand. and you all had a happy ending to your four years worth of band life, i don't. and its ONLY me in the whole gang kae. you all still don't understand. but nvm. i understand that i can't make everyone understand me, and so i will never bother to again.

also, i understand that you all have alot of things on your schedule, so i supposed im not asking much by just asking you all to practice and to be ABIT more concern? cos from my understandment, people like wusuan can learn a piece in days or maybe hours from what i notice. furthermore, first love is a slow piece and i don't hear any running notes at all from the recording. so if even me, who failed a sight-reading for EVERY piano exam, can bother to spare some time to practise, i don't see why you all can't.

furthermore, if you all really don't want to play, i won't mind if you all tell me from the start. don't make me waste the whole weekend planning parts, keep hearing the recording and getting so excited, and end up you all just say you all don't want to play. to me, its MUCH WORSE than telling me from the start. if you tell me from the start that you all don't want to play, i may try to persuade, sa3 jiao1 and stuffs, but i will never blame you all or get angry at you all just cause of that cause i know i can't force you all to do things. you don't see me getting angry at sihui when she told me she don't want to play. i'm not that unreasonable to that extreme.

also, i also have weekends that are needed to use for studies and stuffs. i also have prelims, i also have CAs. im also as busy as you all. for you info, i almost wanted to cancel my wed's appointment with mel and gang, just to practice with you all, until you all say you don't want to play. so thank goodness i didn't cancel.

and its not that i don't want to talk to you all. is just that i haven seen you all since that day. and another thing is that you all refused to tell me stuffs, so i can't be bothered to know anymore. so yar.

and another thing. im not going to be in the stupid video for sia. i seriously cannot bring myself to wish someone who just ruin my four years worth of band, which was supposed to be enjoyable. i am not so hypocrite(is this how you spell?). and i don't think i will make a difference anyway. thats it. so long, tkgssb. thank goodness i still don't hate the band after all those that happen. thats all. farewell and to some ppl, good riddance.

-chermaine
ps: im going to pull out from this blog soon.. cos i just realised recently that its commonly known as "wusuan's blog". i don't wan to be extra. probably i will use guild blog, when its done. so when guild blog is done, no one will see me here anymore. so "three"saxists will just be wusuan's blog.

2006-07-18T04:56:00.000-07:00

grr to red specs .

and pek ROAR'S MY WORD ! i'll SELECTIVELY use rahh at times too okay hahhaha . RAH . (:

jst this week alone , so many things happened . its not like we dont want to agree to that but we simply jst dont have much time . jst looking at my chem results alone scares people i think cheong's gonna pick on my frm now onwards . ROAR . my parents are nagging for me to study here and then , we've supervised studies , mep . and evrything's jst too rush, its jst in only a mere few days time. i dont think we can even have the time to prac . we understand how you're feeling at that point of time . but in turn we also hope you can understand how we are feeling . if we were being jst so selfish not caring about how you felt . we would've told you immediately that we didn't want to busk . but no we held back that statement cause we simply did not know how to start off by telling you this . we knew that you'll not be your happy self again . if we wernt your friend , would we care so much about how you felt , would we help you to ask even thou we knew asking was scary . we wouldn't even care about you if we wernt friends .

i'm sorry but i didn't take my own sweet time walking up the stairs . firstly i couldn't hear exactly what ang told me about where to meet , i only heard staircase so i assumed its around the classroom block . and i was at near the canteen there so it took me sometime to get up, and i only knew about this then. and secondly , i walked up the stairs hurridly, and went to the class to scream for you guys but you all wernt there . so it took me some time to locate . thirdly , we met eunice they all on the way so we had a little "chat " . fourthly, no one told me that you all were waiting for me to go talk to ms sim , thats why i was discussing sthg impt first, and i didn't even see you there until pek told me . lastly, even bfre i stepped up the 4th story , vanessa was alr in the room . i couldn't fly there , and reach there bfre her .

and i'm also sorry to tell you that my phone runs out of bat very often recently . even bfre evening . it dies . jst like today , even thou i charged it that night bfre . but that wasnt a reason why i didn't reply / pick up your calls yesterday cause it was monday and i was planning to sleep when i got home . so i slept all the way till 9 .

i'm not trying to give a stupid excuse or whatsoever , but its jst 6 weeks bfre preliems . and they're also many many tests in week 5 . our weekends are gone alrdy and we really need time to catch up on our studies . its not about individual practice that we dont have time but its more about group practice that i dont think there is time to do so . and i dont suppose you would like a performance that was never rehearsed properly bfre ? you may think that we dont care about your feelings . but we really do . do you even give us a chance to talk to you ? do you give us a chance to solve this problem as friends . or you'd rather us be enemies .

sometimes in life , being optimistic is a better path to choose . when you keep thinking of all the downfalls in life , and you ignore the good side . no matter what you'll alw think pessimistic . thinking that the whole world doesn't care . but infact , they do .

(ps: refer to pek's blog for more details )

-wusuan .

2006-07-17T05:18:00.000-07:00

i REALLY HATE it when people ignores me, dun reply my msges, dun answer my phone calls, dun reply me. especially when i have something urgent to say. i really hate it and everyone is doing that. how nice can these friends be. their batteries are ALWAYS flat. how believable!

-chermaine

2006-07-17T03:43:00.000-07:00

congrats to the band for getting 2nd in the National Band Competition. yeah even though im glad tkgssb won, but i still feel miserable. while others are celebrating and cheering and whatever else they can do, i can only just say congrats to them as an outsider. no one will understand how i feel unless they are in my position. now i know why choon rui was so unhappy. i don't even know if i will go with the band to japan at the end of the year. i didn't even contribute to whatever the band got in NBC. so, sighs.

sighs. its also depressing to know that we didn't get a slot in carnival day, which was supposed to be my last performance. we didn't get it just by few minutes. nah, its no one's fault. its mine. i shouldn't have wait for people to CRAWL up. i swear never to wait in such times ever again, cause i may regret it like i did today. i seriously REALLY wanted to busk on carnival day lar, especially playing first love. and there are many reasons why.
1. i always wanted to play first love since sec1 when i heard jiaying played that at the esplanade.
2. i wanted a PROPER last performance in my secondary sch life, and who knows maybe, and hopefully not, in my life.
3. i wanted to show that i do not suck at alto. even though people keep telling me that they know that i don't suck, but still, i wanted to prove it, not just with a lump of words.
4. i never busk in my four years of tkgs. others have alot of chances to till they are sick of it. i don't even have half a chance.
5. i just like playing/performing. happy?

sighs. i just wasted my whole weekend planning those shit. shouldn't waste such precious time anymore. why didn't i just give up, and stop wasting others' and also my time? how idiotic i was. also, people ask me why i didn't plan this long ago. reason is simple: cause i thought i was going to play for NBC, till an asshole don't let me. i don't want that bullshit band fiesta to be my last performance. simple as that. people also tell me that "its nothing big" and "no big deal", but to me, it is. you all just don't understand, and i can't be bothered making you. so yar.

this is so bullshit. i don't think i will even have a chance to touch a saxophone again once i leave secondary sch, unless i buy one. so what a great ending. so long and farewell, band.

- chermaine

2006-07-16T08:06:00.000-07:00

so i guess its one more week of rosa and hands across the sea aye ( quoted frm val ) .

stayed for the whole comp in the end . and once again sorry sorry poke for pangseh-ing you ! anws i'm so bloody thrilled , overjoyed , happy , exhillarated that we got 2nd :D and the fact that staying to hear the results were really really tense . CONSIDERING HOW VAL POKES ME WITH HER LONG NAILS , how ang squueezeees my hands , how i kept screaming , how i told ahma not to be so tensed cause she's old , how we tried to eat the popcorn chicken which gave off a very strong smell, and how i refused to accept the fact if we didn't do well . since we were the first band they announced ours first . 85.36% . and that really made me cry abit cause i was too happy , cause for ytd's results around 85% would be one of the top 3 . and ya as they kept reading on the list of bands the feeling jst got btr and btr . YAY TO TKGSSB (: RAH to you know what band . URGHURGHURGHURGH . & grats to mj , tj , cedar and st nicks tooo (:

and icern , cheer up kays . its not the end of the world yeahhh / things might turn out fine in the end .

late night for me again i guess . SINCE I HAVE MEP TO RE-WRITE AND WRITE UP TO DO URGH AND THE CARDS AND TO READ PHYSICS . okay maybe there isn't physics . i need to catch up with schwork .

i want to fight zakum ! hopefully next sat (:

- wusuan . :)

2006-07-13T08:35:00.000-07:00

ENGLISH ORAL'S OVER i'm so bloody OVERJOYED : )

i dont care whether i screwed it or not but at least i wont have to worry about oral anymore, or at least for a short period of time hhah . and the wonderful picture was a picture taken in my primary sch hall . haha i think its like so interesting . the 04 paper was sharyn's poi ching sch and the 05 paper was peichun . (: i dont knw why for the convo i talked about my dead hamsters and blahblahblah . & for the picture i kept pausing i jst blanked out and forgot what i thought during that 10 mins of reading it . RAH 0_o . and another reason why i hate oral's cause i never ever know how to use bombastic words . so therefore my oral'll suck . 0_o

solitairing like crazy and yay mep's due on monday only (:

chem prac was a killer BUT AT LEAST IT'S OVER haha .

which reminds me of abah and her . FRIENDS FOR LIFE . 0_o tsktsk .

2006-07-11T09:12:00.000-07:00

NOSE INFLAMMATION KILLS . blocked nose , blocked ears , itchy throat and blahblahblah . URGH .

and stupid insects flying about . i killed 2 in a night . 0_o

WHAT A DAY . bah .

and to think i actually went for supervised studies and got scolded for attire . URGH . urgh . how pissifying . why did i even go in the first place 0_o

2006-07-07T06:59:00.000-07:00

today's chem lab lesson was the most funniest & i think i laughed so much until i cried . haha jean doesn't that sound familiarrr . mrs cheong was being so funny w0rx . cause i was holding "liuying" the sheep and my wonderful sheepy pencil box to the chem lab and i placed em on the table , then she was like keep the soft toys ! blahblahblah cannot hear properly but she said sthg like if not later will dirty and sthg about the toys being a source of distraction . okay so i placed "liuying" in the drawer ( & i forgot to take it aft lab lesson 0_o oops ), then my pencil box was still on the table mah . then she was like why is the soft toy still doing on the table ? so i was like . UH ITS MY PENCIL BOX 0_O and i can't remember what she said . twas simply so hilarous haha .

rahhs . gimmicks and MOVEMENTSSS .

anw tm's filled with nice nice hokaido fair thingy & wonderful pasar malam food outside (: i love julys cause its food fair monthh . haha

anws people . if you're free come down to botanical gardens on the 9th july 5-7 for our WONDERFUL band fiestaaa w0rx . :D

2006-07-05T10:10:00.001-07:00

since i've to wait for my hair to dry bfre sleeping . i shall blogg .

am like super super tired . lugging all the flowers and gifts home can die 0_o

my last concert with tkgssb ): zoomed past in an instant . ): well at least the second half was fun and our gimmicks were . ODD . HAHA . but i like it (: i screwed witch and the saint up like shit i dont know why i got so nervous . urgh . SIGH . but well concert's over and thinking on the positive side's btr yeah (: all the funs we had coming up with gimmicks and singinggg . & me and kuanyee trying to play the bari using the strap for sucha long time . i must admit . kuanyee's a strong woman HAHA , that thinks of oddly INTERESTING gimmicks .

nvm i shall update next time i feel sleepy alrdy 0_o

shall thank the people who bought me stufs : my oh-so-so-wonderful section , sec4 batch peoplee (for the flowers and small gifts and sweets & chocs ) , leung , oli , cheryl , jl , honk , abah , poke , fad , xy , yq , mabel , celestine , ws , tae , nicholas , and the others for being mean to not buy flowers hahah , but nvm at least you guys came to support us :) & sorry if i left anyone out my mind isn't in working condition now i need sleeeeeee p .

some semi finals soccer match later HAHA. but i'm not watching duh 0_o

2006-07-05T10:10:00.000-07:00

2006-07-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

sigh cher . dont be like that . be positive , think positive . & there might be a miracle . prove to everyone tht you did work hard for it . & we'll see hw it goes yeah .

am like so frigging tired i slept frm 6pm to 1030pm . and there's tuition tmr morning . and i wanna play solitaire ! stupid cheeri left without a word now i have no one to solitaire with . gah .

so anws today was like ticket giving day 0_o

mj audition was well , i have no comments . & i didn't get to play jericho ): how sad . what a wonderful piece ): haha . was like lugging the big fat tenor case along , cause we couldn't find the exit most of em were blocked . walked until i can die lah . i shouldn't even've brought it in the first place 0_o

and i realised the 2nd most hated person i hate is THE MO . FAT .

depression

2006-07-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

sighs, i feel so miserable. even if its just a small and pathetic part, it means alot to me, for some reasons. others just won't understand this and i find it hard to explain it out. depressed...

do i really suck that much or is it just because of unfairness?

should i have stayed 2 years ago or did i made a wrong decision in doing so?

is it because of some idiots or is it just destined?

is this how life will go or is it just that i deserved it?

should i stand firm on what belongs to me or should i just give up and opt for a more comfortable life?

should i fight for it or just leave in regret?

what should i do?

can someone tell me please?

i really have no idea. someone please tell me what to do.

2006-06-30T08:37:00.000-07:00

ar! forget to add.
stupid wusuan now is blaming me, val and pek. haha
not our fault kae! its u who send WRONG signals. haha and ME, the wonderful ME, as a literature student, will INFER!! haha
wusuan: i told u liao on the phone on dunno when. haha why i see the signals as "....." haha shall not continue or things will get worse.
anyway, no worries, my friend. rumours will fade. just shut that big mouth up can liao. ask pek to shut her up. i think she added salt and pepper and chilli and wadever else into wad she heard lar. wad a big mouth. so no worries. anyway that mr orbit-still will be leaving soon, or rather LEFT. haha so no one will bother lar. dun worry so much. got ME! haha the wonderful ME! haha just no worries. and why the hell u wan to go MJ??! gosh lar, just cos of the japan trip! u are so mecernery. haha. no backbone=)

haha kae shall not rite liao. still made u wait in msn again. haha! anyway in 20mins it will be FOUR more days. u noe FOUR! how exciting. birthday-cum-last concert-cum-farewell-my snatch event! hahaha kae only some will noe wad i mean. anyway taaaa!

2006-06-30T08:17:00.000-07:00

kae i just rmbed some stuffs that i never add on my wonderful-not-so-long list:

38. the Destiny Gundam Model (the big and cool one!)
39. to kill Mrs Loy ( i will NEVER find a teacher i HATE more than her)

kae that should be all. haha i got a feeling that im forgetting something lar=)

anyway i HATE Mrs Loy. she was like keep on picking on me and suan suan suan. Piece of shit lar she. especially today lar. wads her prob. during emaths, sijie came into class and told me my mum is at general office and wan to see me and ask if i was feeling OKAY? haha thats the last thing will happen. why? no1. my mum will never come to school to find me. no2. my mum will probably msg me first, in which i had no msges. no3. my mum rather me die then bother whether i okay anot. no4. sijie is quite"gong" sometimes. so i didn't believe lar. but that whole gang who heard wads goign on keep asking me to go GO(general office). they were like "cher, just go go go!" then i was like so reluctant lar cos i noe wad sijie say will never happen. she was liek saying some woman go up to her and ask her call "chermaine" from "4/5". and yar. unbelievable. then in the end, i succumb under pressure and went "erm mrs loy, i have to go GO. sijie say dunno wad someone wans to find me." then the whole class started laughing liek nothing, probably cos they heard wad sijie was tellign me.

then that bloody mrs loy started: "did the GO call u? they never rite? so why u bother? they never call, u shouldn't go, u can't go...." and blah blah blah blah, and started her wonderful suaning as usual. wads her prob lar. like its ME who wans to go. i should have said to her that i will let that woman rot there. kae then mrs loy continued her shit lar.

and guess wad. that sijie after class told me that it was probably not me. (!!!) cos she tot bout it and think that she heard the woman asking from "shermain(however u spell her name) Lim from 4/6". grr lar i wanna slap her. haha but not her fault, cos she normally blur blur de. but then that idiot mrs loy get on my nerves lar. she jsut enjoy reminding the class that i can't differentiate from east/west and left/right and more. she keeps reminding the whole world that lar. and even told mrs tan that she changed my place cos i talked too much.

and she loves to say i roll my eyes. heaven's sake! the first time she say me is when i was looking up while thinking. i always do that. only she dunno so she think i was rolling. so whatever, i let her say wad she wans cos i cna't bother to argue with her, she will have more stuffs to say then. so the 2nd time i rolled my eyes is INTENTIONALLY. haha! cos she pissed me off. then i rolled once, but she never see. so i made sure she LOOKED at me and then i rolled my eyes at her! haha. stupid woman lar. i hate her more than anyone on the earth lar. and i mean HATE! stupid woman wans to go learn SWIMMING lar! can u believe that? she need not learn, she have a natural talent to float. cos of BOYANCY!(or however u spell.) her figure is like the boss of the lvl35-50 pq. can't rmb her name. haha! kae

kaekae type too much. shall go talk to wusuan now on msn. kept asking her to wait. haha kae. taa

2006-06-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

its my doomsday 10 hours after i wake up frm my sleep

haha wish me good luck man 0_o

roarr . anws some person was jst being so terribly spastic & act cute today 0_o

& today me and xy went to the sickbay and slept until 2 haha . and as usual it made me even sicker after i came out of the room .

i've a conclusion that . chermaine is deaf , TOO . (:

2006-06-28T08:37:00.000-07:00

well since i jst read pek's blog . i thought i might as well do this

list 10 people on your mind now.
1) pek
2) cher
3) xy
4) ang
5) bean
6) val
7) leungg
8) honk
9) abah
10) hongyu

out of this 10 people, how many do you love?
ALL OF EM :)

how did you get to know 7?
MY CD BURNER . mahjong & solitaire partner (:

why do you love 9?
cause she's my smoling friend ! & fellow "in the open fields of wild flowers" singer : D

on the scale of 1-10, how much do you love 4?
10 ! she loans me maple when i go to her house and that nice nitendo ds game ! oh & someone who fetches me home at times XD

what is your relationship with 1?
my 4 years friend :) & my 4 years gg home partner . miss lvl 28 THIEF HHA.

who is 5 to you?
my 4 yrs friend too ! :) my solitaire partner and my teacher in celebs . HOH.

why is 2 important to you?
cause without her , i'll be living in band alone with the jnrs 0_o HAHA and i wont know abt funnay and INTERESTING things ! (:

what do you love most about 8?
her EXTREME blurnesss . & my study partner !

will you love 3 forever?
yeppp . but of course she has someone else that loves her much much more (: hahaha .

what will you do to express your love if 6 one day fell from a building?
i dont get this question haha but i wont let her fall frm a building ! she still needs to supply me with nice nice seaweeds !

do you want to love 10 forever?uh huh (: my fellow band-classmate haha . & bridge partner !

choose 5 people to do this, that you love of course.
ahsoh
ang
abah
bean
cheeri
( haha its by alphabetical order :D )

2006-06-28T08:26:00.000-07:00

rumours kill OKAY . they puo huai my reputation ! right PEK , VAL AND CHER . 0_o GEH .

& nw i have an extra thing t worry about besides the mj audition .

i dont know what to say now but i JST CAN'T GET OVER THE TRAUMA .

my birthday wishlist

2006-06-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

hmm EIGHT more days!
to the marvelous day! wheee~
people most probably remember its the band concert day only. boo~ dun forget something: ITS MY BIRTHDAY too! sighs, doubt most ppl can rmb, but nvm! i remember myself can liao=)

kae i keep getting ppl asking me wad i wan for presents, and i keep forgetting and not knowing how to answer. haha now i decided to type and post it some where. haha kae.

here goes my wonderful wishlist:
1. keyboard (man, i have been wanting this lar.)
2. lava lamp
3. a pair of sunglasses ( now i decided i dun mind one without degree after seeing the optician today.)(i like those frameless light coloured kinds)
4. a HUGE and CUTE and HUGGABLE soft toy ( pig/dog/cow/sheep/.....)
5. the interesting cat soft toy with longified face (saw it at More Than Words the other day)
6. a ring/necklace/bracelet
7. free Ajisen meals till the end of the year
8. free and unlimited neoprints til the end of the year
9. my own computer (how i wish....)
10. the cute cute FMA characters set (from comic collections)
11. new cool wallet (probably going to get from mel,ting&boon)
12. cheesecake!! (yummy~)
13. a seriously GODLY asianic bow (my dream bow...)
14. intelligience and luck till the end of the year
15. tarot cards (the real ones)
16. a musical box (hmm)
17. a pair of presentable shorts (haha, i still think my shorts are not very presentable)
18. someone to say that i done a great job for that day (sighs)
19. a new school bag (not too big, not too small)
20. a new jacket
21. jigsaw puzzles (at least 1000 pieces)
22. a soprano saxophone (oh, how i wish!!)
23. BIG squashy-like-nothing pillow!!
24. 10 million mesos (oO)
25. a surprise that will touch me to tears
26. a gang of cool bodyguards (bwhahahaha)
27. a nice skirt (hmm wonder why)
28. a pair of nice slippers! (my current one is dying liao)
29. a guild emblem (SIGHS)
30. a PIG! (pigs are SOOOOO adorable!)
31. a nice ring (dunno why but i just wan one. haha so cool, so sweet. lol)
32. magic powers (bwhahahahahhaa)
33. a chaffeur (wheee~)
34. comics comics and more comics=)
35. my solos (boo...)
36. a humongous bouquet of flowers that make ppl go "oOoOoOh!" (haha)
37. a nice silver and rectangular and small and pretty watch (hmm, some ppl wun want, but i dun mind.lol)

haha kae i realised its too long liao. doubt anyone will read but anyway. just for fun. lol. kae wish me luck for concert lar. and:
PEOPLE JUST COME FOR BAND CONCERT LAR, U HEARTLESS PEOPLE! COME COME COME! COME SUPPORT US! MUST COME KAE! COME!!!

lol anyway i just when to make new spectacles today, had enough of my weird one with a goldie ball. haha i will get it on friday. yay dun have to wear weird one for concert. haha its nice and purple! whee. kae okay shall go study liao and arrange the amaths file for irritating ms yeo who repeats few times a day and she is goign to personally check my file lar. grr.

kae thats all. bye all~

2006-06-25T06:15:00.000-07:00

koped frm STEF's blog .

1. Start Time: 21:05 .
2. Name: wu suan .
3. Nickname: quek , wuss , DUCK 0_O
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?: duh my fav colour (: GREEEEN .
5. Chinese Zodiac: snake .
6. Zodiac: capricorn .
7. Hair color: black .
8. Eye color: dark brown .
9. Height: 1.61 .
10. Favorite Color: green & purple . barney colour :D
11. glasses: greeen .
12. piercings: one .
13. tattoos: no .
14. tattoo when im out of my secondary school: definately nono .
15. Area code: +65 .

HAVE YOU EVER
17. Cut your own hair?: yeah like a few strands .
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: yes , i always do things & regret .
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?: yep .
21. Skipped school?: noo . (:
22. Bungee jumped?: nope its too scary hahaa .
23. Had sex outside?: no .
24. Dumped someone?: no .
25. Been arrested?: no .
26. TP'd someone's house?: simi is TP 0_o
27. Won something?: yeah .
30. Been rejected?: noo .
31. Been to a funeral?: meiyou .
32. Used a lighter?: yes and im scared of it .
33. Been on stage?: yep .

FAVORITE
34. Season: anythg's fine with me .
35. Food: XIAO LONG BAOS ! (: & many more .
36. Ice cream flavor: vanilla .
37. School subject(s): physics & emaths .
38. Person?: many w0r .
41. Book(s): HAHA i hate reading whaddya think 0_o
42. Movie(s): pirates of the carreabean ! & x-men (:
43. Song?: jericho .
44. Park?: um east coast ? been there like twice jst last week . 0_o
45. State: ii donchh knw w0rx .
46. Place: ding tai fong (:
47. Sport to watch: tennis & bad ?
49. Bands/musicians: is raymond lam considered a musician ? heh .
50. Letter(s): O.
51. Restaurant: ding tai fong , crystal jade , sakae , seoul gardens ...
52. Cartoon Character(s): pokemon ?
53. TV Station(s): ch 55 !
54. Name for a son: raymond ? haha but that sounds GAY .
55. Name for a daughter: anabelle .

DO YOU PREFER
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: vanilla duh .
58. Long relationships or one night stands?: long .
59. Dogs or cats?: dogs & cats .
60. Scary movies or comedies?: scary movies .
61. Short hair or long: short .
62. Croutons or bacon bits?: bacon bits .
63. Kissing or hugging: hugging .

FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND
64. Mexicans: bulls .
65. School: urgh .
66. Grass: is green . (:
67. Cow: black and white .
68. Canada: pizzaa .
69. Mouse: ratz .
70. Hands: across the seas 0_o

THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU
71. Watched a movie?: uh i dont think last thur's counted .
72. Talked on the phone?: yeah .
73. Cried?: nah .
74. Threw up?: no .
75. Drank a glass of water?: duh .
76. Done Drugs?: nope .
77. Read a book or magazine?: sorta .
78. Watched TV?: yup .
79. Looked in the mirror?: yes .
80. Taken a shower?: duh 0_o
81. Taken a picture?: yup .
82. Listened to music?: yes . incredibles (:
83. Kissed someone?: nope .
85. Told someone you liked them?: nopee .

time now: 21:23

SCHOOL TMR . I DONT WANT . i haven't even mapled for the last time yet . :( boohoo . wanted to go cyber today budden i was jst simply too lazy .

airporting with poke today as usual bringing only TEN bucks . saw a few WEIRD people .

2006-06-21T08:59:00.001-07:00

PAINFUL TEETH HAHA . wonder when they'll drop 0_o

i jst embarrassed myself while climbing up a lorry for the first time in my life , and at the same time injuring myself 0_o STUPID cheeri attempted to take a video of my second try climbing up the lorry . LUCKILY i didn't stumble hahha . but but but i love lorries and vans (: haah . they're so much cooler than plain ol' cars . heh .

i really need to SAVE . 3 sets of b'day presents to buy SIGH . 0_o plus concert presents omg lah which reminds me , PEOPLE , COME FOR 5TH JULY'S WONDERFUL BAND CONCERT ! XD

ice skating was like scary some stupid ang moh went to HIT ME . me and my twin were skating SLOWLY and STEADILY . until that stupid ang moh had to ZOOM and banged ON ME and push me on the floor . and that was the ever first time i fell during ice skating . thank you ah , ang moh , for breaking my record of not falling. so we ended up cursing and swearing at him for the rest of the time . my twin's skating skills are so much btr than me :( boohoo . but its expected cause i suck at roller bladding . i blade like a snail . and we missed the snowing part ! cause i was in sucha rush to get to hougang . it was jst a damn suay day lah . first i got banged then my key to the locker jst had to DROP frm my hands and LAND UNDERNEATH the lockers . & my poor twin had to stretch her hands in to reach it . haven't been to the WEST for sucha long time alrdy haha and its really weird being there man . it jst gives you a feeling that you're outta place hahha . and the west neoprint machines are nice ! a pity we couldn't shop more there though .

i <3>

2006-06-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

sheesh my stomach is killing once again .

stupid inconsiderate people on buses . i really felt like slapping that woman with a kid . there was THREE spaces at the last row . then she and her kid went to sit down . the bus was packed like nothing and that woman who WASN'T the slightest bit FAT . occupied TWO seats . i didn't want to talk to her so i didn't try to sit there despite dying frm the heaviness of my bag with bio tys and many other stufs . so then this woman wanted to sit there she told her uh excuse me . then that INCONSIDERATE WOMAN stared at her . she gave her that WL GO AWAY LAH look . so bloody selfish . and then i had to stand and die frm massive stomach ache on the bus . urgh . i hate buses .

today's studying at esp library was .. interesting . haha . INTERESTING performance . but the acapella (however you spell it) was so noisy . we kept ordering and ordering food to eat 0_o poke was being REALLY weird 0_o somehow she was meddling with her earrings and took them off by accident . and then on the process of putting it on , something happened . haha . shant type it here 0_o

and then and then poke wanted a tour to the merlion cause she's nvr seen it bfre , except the one at sentosa . so we walked here and there jst to find it . i remembered it was near esp on the river coast . but we walked for so long and we still couldn't find it . so poke went to ask this VIETNAMESE ice cream auntie . haha we wanted to act as korean visitors 0_o so she told us the directions . THEN we realised that the merlion was on construction or whatsoever it was blocked we couldn't see it 0_o what a wasted trip heh .

anw , once again oli sorry for being late !

a week of bbqs nxt . 0_o wonder whtr my stomach will die 0_o

2006-06-13T07:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday's band left us with shaky teeth haha . and chermaine and her WEIRD conclusions . 0_o

honk's a meanie she didn't get anythg back frm hk for her wonderful lab partner :(

its been sucha long time since i actually SHOPPED at j8 . evr since the p sch days . haha and twas also my twin's first time stepping into j8 . GAH i jst remembered we forgot to take neoprints 0_o but then again i was left with TWENTY CENTS and i still owe my twin 11 bucks . being poor is bad 0_o all thanks to that 39.90 pair of shorts . i swear never to use my card money , therefore i shall leave it at home hha . haha and twin , the stringy shirt . with strings dangling out frm evrywhere . i wanna buy so so so many things , when i dont have money . :( and because i was left with 20 cents i couldn't visit the cyber cafe 0_o double urgh .

mum's going cruising tmr with my aunt . urgh the horrors . i should've said i wanted to go cruising too ! plus they're staying in a nicer cabin . urghurghurgh . maybe they'll have maple there haha . i'll miss my mum for 3 whole days :( while she's having fun in the cruise !

this is so depressing . i want maple .

2006-06-09T09:13:00.000-07:00

awww pek i knw you'll miss singapore and you'll miss us and you'll miss seeing ann mllp and all ! aha .

life has been bad w/o maple . and thats all i'm gonna say haha .

2006-06-02T07:39:00.000-07:00

i think west side story sounds preety weirdd . i wonder whos gonna sing / talk / yell / scream the part where there's human voices .

and aftr playing solitaire with STEF a few days ago i jst realised that i've played so many rounds of solitaire in these few years . and according to amanda i've played 1423 adding today's recent ones . 1425 .

solitaire iish sho fun w0rx ! ` * something i do when my maple REFUSES TO WORK ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH . i hate my internet connection .

today's tuition was super cold was freezing like dont know what and my palms were like BLOODLESS . we yearned so much for the sun :) now we know the sun's so much btr than the cold ! and that guy infront of us was like . SIAO ?i dont know how to describe him lah he laughs to himself and talks to himself . and there was this aunty on the bus who was talking to some imaginary friend she had very loudly on the bus making gestures 0_o what a day .

and i jst found out that one block away frm my house , SELLS MAPLE CARD . whereas last time i wasted time travelling to heartland mall to get em 0_o

cip tmr . ive to drag my body outta bed once again .

three bit fat mosquito bites are still theree .

oh i realised i forgot to blog about paul twohill and his frequent head swings . (: weird guy but nice singing hahhaa . i think his hair looks abit like maple's metrosexual hair 0_o

REJOICE EVERYBODY

2006-05-23T06:29:00.000-07:00

hey everyone! take note of the top of this ss and rise up to the occation and rejoice! REJOICE! REJOICE! REJOICE! pretty sad though that this wedding-crasher-cum-idiot is only banned for 60 days. isn't it too less, people?! haha this brought joy to my boring day of homework! haha and it was a day for REJOICE! as said, revenge IS sweet. and there will always be retribution in the world. bwhahahahhahahhahaha! okay im lame!! thats all. taaa

oh i just realised its too small, but nevermind i can send u the actual ss if u wan=) anyway REJOICE...

/the green is nonsense

2006-05-22T08:34:00.000-07:00

so many concerts to attend in the month of may . RARRRRRR . lol and ang vj's concert is coming SOON arnt you EXCITED :) hahaha you knw what i mean ayeee .

suddenly i jst feel like playing for concert . & i wanna play the alto :/

i like jericho now . fantasy variations aint my favourite song anymore :D

tsk i miss maple . i'm jst ONE lvl away from 60 la . and nw that i dont have maple i've to live on msn games, for self-entertainment . which reminds me of the 4/5 people watching youtube stuffs for self entertainment of which i dont see how funny it is 0_o shit 2x's is ending this thurs ..

poor bangla 0_o seee la dont want to teach me hw to use .

oh today's chem lab lesson was so so so funny . poured potassium manganate like water cause the stupid thing refuses to turn pink. so evelyn went to pour the whole flask of KMNO4 . funny funny . then bean said she poured 103cm3 of it bfre it turned pink for the third experiment . 0_o and it stupidly ate into our recess . like what a waste of time doing stupid experiment .

2006-05-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

the main reason why i'm blogging's cause i AM MAPLE DEPRIVED . clap for me people .

i havent touched maple for 3 days and i've completely lost the motivation to study . wow .

right anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEUNG . XD

oh and i passed my geog for the first time in the entire year w0rx !

wow there's band tmr and i'm so dead tmr . i dont know what to do laaaaaaaahhhhh . do this wrong do that also wrong . probably get scolded tmr . & i alr am prepared to .

& the fact that i didn't fail my 2nd instrument was shocking too . i half expected to fail considering that i STOPPED and SUCKED my saliva infront of them . like for 30 secs . but still my mep sucked .

I NEED / WANT / DESIRE MAPLE .

2006-04-14T10:38:00.000-07:00

i've been lvl 50 for 3 weeks alr i'm NEVER LEVELLING NEVERRR . whilst evryone's like levelling like waterr . i give up on training man .

tsk i feel really weird now . jst feel really weird .

completed 7 chaps of chem today . sigh at this rate i'm seriously gonna fail midyrs . I HATE COMBINED HUMANS .

chee made me doo this .

Seven random facts about me
1. maple is good . (:
2. minesweeper is goood too . (:
3. i LOVE green .
4. all those random moves .
5. my stomach wars with me often .
6. DDR .
7. sweets are a must in sch .

Seven celebrity crushes
1. raymond lam
2. blank
3. blank
4. blank
5. blank
6. blank
7. blank

Seven qualities i want in a potential boyfriend
1. treats me to nicee food .
2. caring .
3. funnay .
4. good looking .
5. non smoker / drugg-er .
6. intellectual .
7. maple fan ! tsk okay maybe not .

Seven things that scares me
1. balloons bursting .
2. freaky and humongous insects .
3. COMBINED HUMANS .
4. icern talking about death .
5. weird people who bangs their head on the wall on buses .
6. my brother .
7. BLUE .

Seven things i like the most
1. MAPLING .
2. minesweeping .
3. towning .
4. ch55 !
5. sleeping .
6. fantasy variations on a theme of paganinni .
7. haHAha .

Seven things i plan to do before i die
1. eat all the nice food in the world .
2. owe a dogg .
3. go to antartica .
4. be a pro - saxist (in my dreams ah )
5. HORSE RIDING .
6. play the drums .
7. be lvl 200 in maple . HAHHAAA . (in my dreams too )

Seven things i say the most
1. gah .
2. tsk .
3. weird .
4. hellooo .
5. sigh .
6. siao ah .
7. yaaargh .

Seven random songs at the moment
1. fantasy variations
2. my humps .
3. 3 little bears .
4. animation medley .
5. stupid girls .
6. my anata .
7. wu ding .

Seven people i want to do this too
1. twin .
2. cheeri .
3. ang .
4. leung .
5. abah .
6. ahsoh .
7. pek .

shall sleep and WAKE up early tmr again sigh .

2006-04-07T05:08:00.000-07:00

i'm like currently addicted to minesweeper, and minesweeper flags now i think its so fun haha okay call me weird man . maple addiction's like dying .

12 more days to mid yrs and all i've done is only the first three chaps of physics . and they're so chicken feet compaired to the other chaps .

gah stupid mep . stupid room are alw fully book . rrggh rrghh rgghh .

shall reply to tags since i dont feel like updating anythg.

kwanling : LOL thanks for your lighter ah but why doesn't it work ! :( how did you find our blog anw . haa .

tae: ................ weird . tsk .

leung: tell her to be patient then ! but i'll advise you all not to play if not very hard to stop hahha , once you get addicted .

2006-03-28T03:02:00.000-08:00

3 days without computer is like torture + more torture .

and i've come to a realisation that i can't live without computers .

my com jst DIED when i was walking frm the ocean l.c map to orbis tower b2 . when i got into the next portal my com was like lagging . so it was like . black screen . but wow suddenly the whole com jst restarted and ever since then it DIED .

and NOW my com has only 4gb of avaliable space ! how can someone live with such small storage capacity . my ex harddisc which died had 12gb and it still wasn't enough . imagine this man . i can forget about listening to songs on wmp alrdy . i DONT even have enuff space to store them songs .

stupid winzip . gah all my songs all my pictures ! how depressing .

dance lessons are fun (:

2006-03-22T04:57:00.000-08:00

gah the transfer of patch is so so so sloww . tsktsktsk . and why mst they stop the tube drops i stil haven't gotten enuff tubes ! boohoo . :(

JUNIOR PEPES AND ~~TUBES!~~ FLOATS! (:

haven't blogged for a longg long time .

my stomach's STILL having war with me ugrh .

and yay our class won debate (:

forget it i dont knw what to update anymore hahah . till then i shall go into maple soon (:

im here finally

2006-03-13T06:14:00.000-08:00

okay im here just to say some stuffs

SAXjuniors: pls reflect kae. dun treat today's talk for fun. we are serious. yar i dun care if u go round bitching behind my back, but think of ur attitude kae. im the only senior finding SOME of ur attitudes crap. okay/ hope to see improvement.

whoever: can someone just change the template of this blog! its GREEN kae. how eerie. wonder why someone could like GREEN when she see GREEN everyday. haha kae.

announcement: the BANDworld guild blog have been created and is currently under construction. probably take a long time to be done. i dunno but yizhen doing it. those who have suggestions/ideas/comments/or anything can tell me. will tell u all the blog add when its officially done kae.

sighs i am officially SICK kae. headache. cough. sore throat. flu. fever. dizzyness.... sighs. okay going maple now. my last day to maple i think cos my mum coming home from bangkok tonight. sighs. no mood to train. finding FREE trainer for both my hunter and noob bowman=) kae tyty

shall leave now. going to faint liao... shall post again months later when something major happen or when i suddenly feel a sudden urge(uncommon) cyaa

- *cher* -
<16> days more!

2006-03-02T06:58:00.000-08:00

urgh theory exams like on next next sat . and i'm SO SO DEAD .

sch's like getting so tiring recently . keep feeling like sleeepping .

i'm like trying to cut down on maple alrdy . like maybe evryday up 10% which is about 30 mins . haha and more on weekends la .

but well right now , THEORY'S the main concern .

and twin i can't wait to go learn horseridding . i'm sure it'll be super fun aye (:

I WANT A HORSEE : (

2006-02-24T07:57:00.000-08:00

ahaha. i am invading this. I DEMAND A REWARD FOR THIS oh-so-GREEEEN skin okay. i can go blind with the green and brightness. gosh. so, yes wusuan, you knw what to do. HAHAHA.

maybe, melon? or scoopz? HAHAH

2006-02-22T08:00:00.000-08:00

lets say i dont take the ss test tmr . i'll get a 26% overall for combined humans .

and if i do take the test and i get 0 . i'll get 21%

and if i do take a test and SOMEHOW IMPOSSIBLY OVER THE MOON get 12/12 . i'll still get 46% .

so either way i'll still fail my combined humans . its jst whether an ungraded or f9 .

and currently mep's drivng me up the wall i dont even bother studying for ss tmr.

2006-02-17T03:14:00.000-08:00

how uber depressing . PEK I DONT CARE LA STOP YOUR MUM FRM LOCKING THE GAMEBOY this is so so so depressing . i want it :( maybe next time i should jst go to china and get them . BOOHOO .

amaths spring test was so so nonsense . she didn't even PHRASE her sentences properly la . i dont know what the question was talking about . but somehw at least i managed to sub in the correct value for x . and there was the x coordinate question . she didn't add the coordinateS . i thought it was only one coordinate la so i did and i got this equation that will have two x values . and since it says coordinate i didn't bother continuing the question cause i thought i'll be wrong . URGHH misleading ! i'm jst gonna fail that .

and failing both ss and geog elect has become a habit hah . i dont think i ever got more than a pass for ss in my life .

i wanna buy the gachapon ticket !

and ang i refuse to wake up at nine tmr ah . i need sleep i'm like damn deprived of it hah . well at least nxt week there's ss . bio SPA , mep and emaths spring test, ONLY .

2006-02-05T05:28:00.000-08:00

UGHHH PEK ONLY TWO MORE DAYS WITH THE GAMEBOY (inside joke ) : ( excluding wed . and my dad complains that i play it too muchhh . haha .

urgh somehow i'm sianned with pq alrdy . and poor chermaine my greatest condolescence to you . and are you seriously serious that you wanna come to my house after band on saturdays to maple. sure cannot one lor .

ten million tests on the upcoming weeks . SIGH .

2006-01-28T10:20:00.000-08:00

busy with maple haha sorry guys for not updating (:

anws . wishing all a happy cny (x play maple to get loads of angpaos haha . okay that was stupid .

dont knw why i'm so moody today . jst didn't have that cny feel . maybe its jst came too fast . ate lunch at my grandparent's place . and then dinner agn . and its so so so boring there . CAUSE there're no cousin's there . haha cher at least you have cousins there lah . how boring i shall bring my mahjong tiles tmr .

bought my ipod nano with my birthday money . :/ with my twin today at sim lim . haha that uncle was so funny . twin was having sucha nice time talking to him (: we exchanged slippers cause mine was causing my feet to tear . and it was so bloody pain . and guess what we forgot to change back . i knew this'll happen this ALWS happens .and she left her phy tys with me too haha .

stupid ipod nano is taking sucha long time to config . its been formatting since 2.15 and its like alrdy 2.27 . i wanna sleeep . :/ RGH hurry !

tmr's gonna be super boring cause there wont be maple till night . the only way of entertainment is MAHJONGG .

THREE MORE DAYS PEK. three more days . its jst so exciting hahhaa .

and i think i've heard awayday at least 50 times . i jst kept repeating and repeating on my wmp i didn't bother to change it cause i was playing maple .

2006-01-14T03:36:00.000-08:00

someone's playing rubbish music outside . random key hitting . HMM . AGGHHH its getting really annoying now . RGH !

i really really miss the alto so much . after i HOGGED sharyn's one t'day . (: rgh i miss the alto days :( and somehow my squeakig problem STILL exsists . this is so depressing . and somehow we jst stayed till 1 . when we wanted to leave earlier . oooops .

and hawk . my greatest condolescence to you .

had a shock in my life today i swore i could've died on the spot lah . i can't imagine what if he really did that . and then i can forget about gg to band alrdy . was practically screaming thru the phone .

i have to wait for my brother to come back bfre i can play maple . rgghhhh . my life is THAT sad .

and tmr . wedding dinner i'm absolutely dreading it . then tmr tmr i'll be suffering frm self-depression at my seat . boohoo . this is oh so depressing .

okay i shall stop the depressing talk least bam and hawk comes and slap me . :/

2006-01-13T06:54:00.000-08:00

THIS IS SO SO SO DEPRESSING . 1 ) why do i ALW end up with scholars not that they're not nice people but i dont really talk to them much . and last time was only QIANLAN hahah . but now its like . back back front front all FOUR people all scholars . i shall type to ling lao shi a msg SOON hahah . in chinese . 2 ) i dont think i can play maple much alrdy . and i can only play during the weekends . BUT i dont knw how much time my dad's gonna give me . double depressing . i'm gg to stay stagnant at lvl 26 for my mage and lvl 42 for my bandit . 3) msn's being super uncooperative . it keeps stucking and i can't press the convos .

oh and we jst had another screaming session ytd . its almost forming a routine . :/

and i feel like A PIG cause i slept frm 730 to 10 . wht a whole lot of time wasted aye . my nose is blocked like !@)#(!@ . and i'm eating dinner at 11.01 pm and i haven't bathed .

and miss saigon's nice . hahah the bassoon part's super cool hahahah . (:

CCA PROMO DAY early in the morning tmr . SIGHSSS . another waking up early day . and my grandma jst reminded me that the wedding dinner's on sun
WHOA thank god i have amaths tuition with cher so i can skip SOME time at the dinner . and my dad thinks that loyang point is an industrail estate :/ its depriving me on my study time can . its pract like A WHOLE day being an idiot walking here and ther doing nothg . i shall be a loser and bring my physics to study there yet agn . and I REALLY REALLY hope there wont be another wedding dinner coming up soon agn .

im here!!

2006-01-11T06:24:00.000-08:00

HI im here. FINALLY.

how long is it that i haven come to write something here? haha.kk thx to quek wusuan im here! while doing my LIT hw. argh i seriously dunno wad to write. so loser.

//wuss: tae is not msging me yet!!!! ARGH!! hurry bath lar and EAT UR DINNER. loser lar u
10 plus still dun eat dinner. something wrong.

argh i dunno wad to write. I WAN TO MAPLE NOW!!! i started a new acct! mage for ONLY pq. haha i still LOVE my precious hunter lar. fellow maplers: add my noob mage lar -- ZhongZi -- haha i seriously can't believe i took tae's suggestion and use that name lar.

//HAWK!!: hawk if u happen to read this. HEAR MY PLEAS!!! hawk u have like noob mage clothes?? can spare me?? =) since i dun think u training u pepperrr much. i will return after i lvl pass it. pls??? i going online only on weekends now btw. sighs

i SERIOUSLY miss maple lar. i managed to max bow mastery already and add sp to bow booster. bow booster is like COOL!!! haha. i shall go look for mages' guides now.=) so i wun screw my pq mage. mage is EASY but bowman is FUN AND COOL!!! especially ranger's skills. haha. ok i seriously dunno wad to rite liao lar.

//PEK: STOP FLOODING MY SMS!!! i overshoot my sms limit for the FIRST time.haha and go play!!! and u haven tell me wad u wan from tae.=) take anythign EX lar. he is like filthy rich. lalala COME MSN NOW!!!! and u are seriously SLOW. im gonna SLAP u sooner or later.=)

kk dunno wth to rite liao. tat's all lar. WUSUAN reply my testimonial lar. i FINALLy go back to friendster so i wan MORE TESTIMONIALS!!!=) kk thats all! tata=)

-chermaine-
maplestory: bootes

2006-01-11T06:07:00.000-08:00

i can't believe i'm actually studying chem and doing my hmrk now . maybe due to the fact that my dad deleted maple . NVM i have PLANS (: backup plans rather . and i spent SEVENTY FIVE FRIGGING DOLLARS on it .

dinner today was jst . BUBBLE TEA . SUSHIS . HOTIES . i'm too lazy to get rice i dont knw why either .

aftr playing icy tower durig today's chinese com lab period . it jst makes me feel OH SO EXCITED over icy tower agn . BUT then after i dl-ed it was jst lagging all the way so i gave up hah .

and i owe so many people cds . hope i remember to brig em tmr (:

and cher i really wonder HAHAH. i hope this doesn't BLOW. :/

and hawk PLEASE stop levelling alrdy and go study ! TSK must wait for me !

narnia soundtrack's like repeating over and over agn on my com and i'm boreedd . :/

its just like . WED BAND . THURS MEP . FRI BAND . SAT BAND AGAIN .

2006-01-06T03:29:00.000-08:00

SIXTEEN ! (: i feel REALLY OLD NW .

anws . thanks ahsoh , abah , leung , bam , twin , chee , hawk , honk , vic , weisiang , ang , sylvia , ziwei , stella & neosy for msging (: and to the section , cher , joycelyn , xinyi , hongyu , anne , jean & sme of the above(too lazy to type agn haha ) fr the nice nice gifts ! and the BIN ! (: and zy , tae fr wishing me in maple (: and tae for giving me the red whip ! hahaha . and those in sch who wished me in any way or so . thank you all so muchh (:

watched elizabeth town aftr sch and WHOEVER who wants to watch it PLEASE change your mind nw cause its effing boring and it has no storyline at all . jst a waste of moneyy . i was like on the brim of falling asleep . haha hawk slept TWICE . :/ which made us REALLY tiredd . PFFTTT .

walked all the way to taka for crystal jade la mian xiao long bao (: xiao long baos rock man . and the suan la tang was super HOT . bill was 70 plus bucks . LOL .

& then we went for a WILD goose chase for my bin haha . it was supp to be at far east ! but then when we finally reached there the person said dont have and she's like working there the FIRST day . cause we saw the bin like around christmas . so then we went to heeren to get the LAST bin .

and bam thank me ! if it wasn't fr me you wouldnt have seen you knw who ! hahahaha .

2006-01-03T05:07:00.000-08:00

i thought the form teachers of our class is quite nice haha . mr ang w.j and ling lao shi . tsktsk .

orientation day's BORINGG. and i was like half asleep . and we'll be gg to the beach tmr for class bonding or sthg . OH HOW SO FUN . :/

my dad . wants me to . PLAY THE PIANO . WATCH NEWS . READ NEWSPAPERS . STUDY . DO THEORY . i'm so screwed and its only the first day of sch i wonder how i'm gonna survive the remaining days .

THREE DAYS . (:

2006-01-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

sch tmr and BYE maple . and i didn't get to see the barlog . BOOHOO. :(

thats all i have to say :(

well i guess its gonna be a very fast year .

o's . SIGHS .

WELL BYE.

2005-12-28T05:13:00.000-08:00

well i guess its time to update haha .

i have no hope of levelling for maple alrdy lah i'm jst gonna be FOREVER stuck at lvl 40 . i'm too lazy to anws hahahah .

well merry BELATED christmas all (:

and i guess we shouldnt've watched kingkong after narnia . makes kingkong seem to boring . cause it was FESTIVE season . so both shows we watch we sat at the 2nd and FIRST row respectively . GAHH and i'm NVR EVERR gonna sit at the first row anymore . it causes the show to be BORINGGGG. narnia's like so super nice . and it ddnt last as long as king kong ! hahaha . there were gigantic INSECTS and gigantic weird looking SPIDERS in kingkong . :(

concert tmr . and i dont feel anythg special . i wonder why .

shall get the gifts done soon . after my dad switches OFF the modem at 10 plus . he wants us to WATCH NEWS and have a family talk OMG LAHHHHHHHHH. he's crazy i wanna sleep . :/

FLOWERS ! ((:

2005-12-20T20:05:00.000-08:00

its been , almost a month since i've updated .
had stomach flu AGAIN , so i didn't go for band . and maple jst HAD to have server check or whatsoeverr . how annoying .

tsktsk ,i swear that person got hacked into his acc or sthg haaha .

farewell yesterday . i have absolutely NO idea how to pass caitlin her gifts and they're STILL with me . and we'll miss you guys (: hope you all like the saxos . haha

sch's reopning and i've only DONE five questions of heymaths . :/

and christmas is comng (: presents presents presents . hope the cards i send dont get missing cause they're SMALL :/ and i have to buy presents SOON .

SIXTEEN more days (:

2005-11-29T04:39:00.000-08:00

well i guess you guys can guess why i'm updating . hahaha .

simply because maple REFUSES to work .

its been gg on maintenance since . 2 days ago . and its supp to work now but NO apparently sthg's wrong and they have to do sthg to it agn SIGHS .

bought FOUR earrings today (: plus 3 studs hahaha . lobster spag was SUPER NICEEOO . right bam ? hahha . anw the cap isn't fated to be yours (: haha so go choose another thing ! and btw you haven't told me what you got for me .

and i am officially broke cause i spent every single cent in my wallet today . and i had to borrow 1 buck frm ang . GRR MY FIFTY BUCKS ! finally , my green polo tee (:

a christmas festival gives me such a christmassy feeling . CAUSE they have singing in the recording too . HAHHA .

poor gab , rotting in camp while i get to play maple . SOON (:

lam's pictures are flooding my MY PICTURES . hahaha .

HURRY MAPLE HURRY !

2005-11-25T15:14:00.000-08:00

blogging cause maple's CURRENTLY having server check . its supposed to be over but NO as expected its gonna be EXTENDEDD . been having like so many patches and blahblahblah .

but nevertheless i'm lvl 30 nw so chermaine (: HAHAH TOO bad i went for 2nd job advancement alr . have fun in shanghai and dont think of maple too much (:

lucky is FAT .

haha

and nice to WACK (:

OH YES i shall play harry potter now .

2005-11-16T13:01:00.000-08:00

i'm like seriously addicted to maple story alr . BADBADBAD VERY BAD .

HMPH . i can't let hawk and chermaine overtake me . URGHH . fighting at the loser place rocks . (:

ONE more day to harry potter . (:

YAYY .

just like heaven was nice and funny hohoh laughed like shit .

i <3 LUCKY ! hahaha . so so so cute . (: yay and hawk's willig to let me bring home for one day ! HAHA and thts if my dad allows which 100% he wont so yeah .

and when's our next mahjong date hurr .

till then , HIATUS .

oh yes . lam's gg to KL in dec . I WANNA GO TO . shall start bugging my mum .

2005-11-07T02:05:00.000-08:00

started playing maple again . haha . it kills time . really . (: so well , expect lesser entries . hoh .

anyway i dont feel like blogging either .

I JUST WANNA GO HK . maybe i should just steal the passport frm my dad's room and take a flight alone to hk . this way , my parents will follow suit and go to hk to find me (: so in the end we'll still end up in hk . YAY .

ARRGH lam's yummy yummy's is taking A VERY LONG TIME TO DL . its still 11% since 9 plus .

yay kbox tmr they better have lam's songs . (: maybe they'll have a section on tv theme songs haha . OH WHICH REMINDS ME I HAVEN'T HEARD LAM'S SONGS TODAY SHIT .

ate at this super cool jap restaurant at wheelock place for dinner . whoa damn nice one . (: but the aircon was so cold i started havig rashes as usual . nicenice soba (: and nicenice ICE . haha . was playig with food lar . ordered like the cheapest food cause everythg was just so expensive and exquisite . i've never seen those food bfre . there was this two jap people sitting opp us . they ordered NEVERENDING FOOD they just seemed to be eatig , eatig and eatig non stop . RICH PEOPLE . =/

2005-11-04T00:36:00.000-08:00

the hope of going to hk's gettig rather slimmer .

SIGHS .

this cannot that cannot .

screamed at my dad yesterday cause he accused me again .

he threw my mum's friend's da chang jin dvd from his room to mine . even the thing's spoilt . he never thinks about people's feeligs dont he .

but forget it . i'm just gonna answer him coldly frm now . i dont feel like talkig to him anymore .

2005-11-02T23:42:00.000-08:00

haven't blogged for days .

chinese o's are over and well . i just feel so liberated . (: exams are FINALLY PUT TO A STOP THIS YEAR .

the compre passage was so STUPID the third and fourth answers were like ALMST identical . and the TIAN XIE HAN ZHI WAS SO URGH i went to cancel off the stupid correct answer ! AGGH . but nevermind at least its over (: and i'd be REALLY happy with a a2 .

ate fondue aftr that . strawberry was so yummy ! and that taste was simply so.. familiar . sang yummy yummy all the way ! (: *coz you are my friendd .. hahahah . we <3 that song dont we . saw a couple of people at cine . took wonderful neos . hahaha . (: the halloween thig at tcc was really scary haha . the man IN BLACKK .

spennt the whole day at far east ytd buying nothig but earrings . my parents were at suntec and as you know i NEVER had my own keys . so i HAD nowhere to go aftr we left far east . i couldn't go home you see . so i HAD to meet them at suntec . and when i thought they were going home SOON .. but my dad just HAD to force us to go to IKEA which is at QUEENSWAY . i should've gone to kino with bam and kazhua well at least then i dont have to walk all the way frm city hall station to suntec and frm suntec to take a bus to ORCHARD and then to queensway . what a waste of time . and how pissifyig lah . i knew that if we went to ikea my dad wont buy anythig also so whts the point of going to ikea if he doesn't buy anything in the end . and being a PUBLIC HOLIDAY . the stupid restaurant there was VERY crowded . we couldn't even sit down for a proper meal .

and mahjong today was very addictive ! played frm 2.30 to 9 . 20 plus plus rounds hahha . chee's mum thought us the correct way of winnig . haha i never knew they had so many rules ! and her mum is REALLY weird . major mood swings aye . haha . chicky PEE-ED and i STEPPED on the pee . ew . ahah but chicky's so cute i feel like pinchig it . (: fat and cuddly . hohum . xy kept going PONG when it was chi hahah so funny .

and my dad just WALKED INTO MY ROOM without sayig anythig . and opened the cd thing i bet he must be suspectig that i'm watchig vcds again . LIKE WHATEVER . fine , dont blieve me then . he's just going crazy as usual i dont know what's his problem .

and the last breakthrough's showig on ch55 in dec (: aftr the crown prince epic disgusting thing thingy . 7o'clock . yay i was right (: and to view lam . turn to page 58 of telescope oct issue . hahahaha .

i want hongkong .. I REALLY DO .

okay i gotta catch my shows alr . (:

2005-10-30T20:56:00.000-08:00

omg its TOMORROW and i haven't exactly finished a bit of sec2 . URGHH i'm SO DEAD .

anyway lofty waters verdant bow was SO SO SO SO EXCITING JUST NOW . (: and lam was SO COOL ! even ang agrees (: hahaha . gu gu niang annoys me like ALOT i feel like slapping her . only one more episode . how saddening . :(

and then twin of brother's is ending soon . then there'll be two lesser lam shows . URGH i wanna go hk to watch lethal weapons of love & passion ! i want ! AARRGH my dad claims that there's terrorist , bird flu , all the diseases and suchh . SIGHS . i dont knw why he always have that kinda mindset . SIGHS .

oh and i didn't know lam sings the digimon theme song hahah . its nice (:

after tommorow..

2005-10-28T19:20:00.000-07:00

o level chinese is in like THREE DAYS TIME . and i have SO much yet to cover . i am SUPER dead .

ponned sch today and came for only the briefig aftr schl . illegal gathering outside sch haha . went in jst for time for the so called briefig . OMG lar i never had class position over 15 and now what . THIRTY . hahahahahah . thats like DOUBLE . L1R5 of SIXTEEN . which is RUBBISH . RUBBISH . and i can't believe they want me to go for bio extra lessons just cause i didn't take the test and i still failed . my mum wanted to write to the schl why they're implementing this kinda system if you're sick and you didn't take the test . BOOHOO . now i have TWO extra lessons to go for . and bio's EARLY in the mornininnggggg .

chicken mushroom and gingseng soup at tcc ytd (: mmm heavenly (:

plenty of vcds to watch aftr o's . i can't waitt (:

2005-10-25T20:50:00.000-07:00

few more minutes to my twin of brothers = raymond lam ((:

biggest rain ever , cause we were walkig under it haha . screaming like crazy . running like mad haha . soaked frm our tighs down and val's sandals produced soapy bubbles when stepped on haha . we were practically washig our feets in the puddles and puddles of running water . the canal was like WOAH . and the other far end had a RIVER . it was supposed to be a grass patch . bam said she saw RED lightning . SCARY . thunders and lightning every min . oh and ang flinged her shoe in the middle of the road hohoh . she said her dad says that its heaven zhai shou shi ren hahah .

woke up VERY LATE Haha . t'day was a VERY very tempting day to play mahjong . ang's flower pots had squggly worms (: HOH . and oh no she's promoting XIE TING FENG which i've always thought that he's this very very ol' singer . haha .

at ms koay's house . her mum and aunts were playing mahjong . see why its that tempting . one of the aunts had this REALLY really scary face . her face was super black .

i'm still not started with sec2 chinese yet . i'm SO DEAD .

2005-10-24T23:26:00.000-07:00

so i still went to schl today . luckily CHEE and ABAH went or i'd be bored to death . :( HMPH honk HMPH . i think our class has most people who didn't come . hahahha . chee ended up standing behind me during morning assembly .

got 3rd for mini tennis but didn't win for frisbee . i wasn't even there when the match started and ended . i was TURNING PAGE FOR SYLVIA .

thinkig of nxt yr's mep o's really freaks me out . FOUR teachers . to think , FOUR pairs of eyes staring at you . plus the video . sighs .

things we did in sch .

1) played countless rounds of bridge .
2) took many random pictures . (of raymond lam too :D )
3) walked around the sch .
4) commenting on how SOMEONE'D behave if she plays bridge with yong (:
5) played cards again during financial planning . MERGING with floody sthg haha i can't remember . to become FLOODY GATES . hoh .

wasted time at pp doing nothig haha chermaine didn't get anythg she wanted at her spotlight . so we went to bugis . i totally forgot there was one TCC at bugis junction , thus we WALKED all the way to nanyang acadamy of fine arts ther . i CAN NAVIGATE okay . i mean i dont see the connection between geog students and being able to find your direction . took more neos (: rained and was so so totally tired from walking here and ther .

dad was being absurb again . i was LISTENING to raymond lam's SONGS. note the SONGS . he CLAIMED that i was watchig raymond lam's show . URGH . and it was SO OBVIOUS that i wasn't cause there wasn't any movie thing or whatsoever at the bottom of the screen . and he refused to believe and so he started closing all my windows and blahblahblah . told him if he still didn't believe i can just press stop on the wmp and the music'll STOP . what RUBBISH . then he went crazy cause obviously i did nothig wrong . so he went to wuhong's room and started accusing him of playing maple story when he didn't . that gives him a SO CALLED REASON to switch off the modem . off then off lar . guess its one of your FREQUENT moodswings again .

7 more days to chi o's . and i'm still not done with sec1 work .

2005-10-23T19:11:00.000-07:00

GAHH okay i wanna pon tmr ! but sighs , it aint possible . so forget it . i'm jealous !

sunday's are depressing . serious . the day'd either be RAINING LIKE CRAZY , OR SUNNING LIKE CRAZY . and either way you just feel like sleepng and sleepng thru the whole afternoon .

flight plan was sorta like a horror movie . not really THAT scary but there were some parts that kept us in suspense . AND SCARING ANG (: one of the better movies watched , and at least i can remember most of the parts (: i never knew the plane had that MANY compartments . haah maybe one day i should go explore (: but a double decked plane's cool ayee . has a nice bar lounge too . hoho .

left us not very much time for shoppig aftr that . bought cheeri's present . didn't buy any nice nice earrings for self :( boohoo . was just stuffing myself with food and drinks all the way . i feel like a pig . =/saw eunice around lido . nothing appealing at pacific plaza .

no RAYMOND LAM TODAY . more depressing . =/ i miss lofty waters verdant bow .

2005-10-21T22:30:00.000-07:00

i failed my bio BUT i didn't take .

makes no sense eh . some stupid MARK SCHEME used by teachers for those who have a mc for the test . they take the AVERAGE OF SIX PUPILS who got around your marks for the term 3's bio test, marks from this time's bio year end . and i ended up getting 48.5 MYSTERIOUSLY . but i don't care lar not as if i'm counting bio as one of my l1r5's .

financial planning was stupid and a waste of time , we ended up playig the alphabet game and befre we could start with a round of bridge the lesson ended .

we finished 1/2 of sec1 chinese today haha , after spending 2 hours . how productive (: weird guy sitting beside us talking in teochew , saying that he's still at work to someone over the phone when he's at macs sitting and eating with a WOMAN . hah . and the 3 girls at ljs were so ANNOYING i felt like killig them . they kept playing their annoying ringtones over and over again jst for the sake of listening to the songs .

was watching the last breakthrough and talking to bam . and this was what i typed :
So here it is your final lullaby... says:
HARRY'S HORRILE HAIR
So here it is your final lullaby... says:
YUP
So here it is your final lullaby... says:
I DID WHAT
:│suanny . [twins;] _____ destructor of evil . ★ says:
haha he's not wearing specs
So here it is your final lullaby... says:
THAT'S WHY I VCALLED MY MUM
:│suanny . [twins;] _____ destructor of evil . ★ says:
ITS DISCUSSING.
:│suanny . [twins;] _____ destructor of evil . ★ says:
che .
So here it is your final lullaby... says:
did u just type discussing??
:│suanny . [twins;] _____ destructor of evil . ★ says:
OOP
:│suanny . [twins;] _____ destructor of evil . ★ says:
S
:│suanny . [twins;] _____ destructor of evil . ★ says:
i mean DISGUSTING

how the last breakthrough distracts me . HAH . and i didn't get to see raymond lam do his one line thing before the show ! next time i'm gonna on the tv 5 mins before the showw starts .

and i want the lofty waterS verdant bow poster !

2005-10-20T23:30:00.000-07:00

yes yes yes . no more stupid ss/geog for humans marks . mep (:

chinese papers , we played the alphabet game at the back (: and jocelyn was being nice by giving the alphabet R . hahah . and guess who i thought of immediately . yes . raymond lam , under the celebrity column .haha . honey sticks flew out aftr i squeezed them too hardd .

melody writing's still at 13/25 . i think its just gonna remain there until o levels . seriously i've been getting 13/25 the whole of this year for all the melody writing tests . and i passed my 2nd instru by 3 marks (:must've been a blessing frm heaven (: i played very badly lar . and i'm not gonna take kenny g pieces next year alr they are way too hard.

anyway twin cheeros okay (: don't leave us alone and go home first ! the three of us will alw be there for you no matter what (: ummm i'll show you more raymond lam pictures next time you make you smile . :D

which reminds me my dad jst SCREAMED at me for watching too much raymond lam related shows . okay he doesn't know tht raymond lam's inside i'm just DESCRIBING the show . okay i know i watch a lot . hah like 4 shows : shine on you , twin of brothers (: , yummy yummy (: , the last brerkthrough. (: all in one night . but yar i know my limits . i'll study . okay after CONSIDERATION i think i better tell him my marks after monday . at least then i can still go out on sat.

andand poor poor stephanie had such a hard time teachig me bridge . and i finally understood after listening to hawk , honk and stephanie's explaination for so many times. hahah . oh man i still can't believe hongyu BIDDED THE TRUMP till 5 and i HAD to be her partner ! ahah . mad lar she !

dancing in the wind sounds very different aftr adding the percussion parts .

2005-10-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

3 papers . 3 blows .

i swear my heart was about to die then . first it was chem . everybody in the class seemed to do very well . BUT LOOK AT ME . a C5 . now i can forget about my A2 . that won't happen . sighs . GAHH i can't stand ZHANGXI . how can someone possibly get 97/100 for chem ?! she's crazy hahah . sighs , roslan jst makes me wanna sleep .

and they jst had to make us sit in the stupid hall for the entire day , while collecting all the URGH papers . sighs , physics was much WORSE , worse than a C5 . but i never expected by drawing a LINE , i actually obtained ONE mark . yap was CRAZY he kept staring at our class . like whatever , why can't we jst write the answers in PENCIL on the stupid answer sheet . not as thou we can use pencil to cheat right. he was practically screaming at some parts lar . and chermaine ng i don't make you cry . YOU DO .

lui spent at least 20 mins talking about the general rules while doing amaths paper . POINTING OUT NAMES of people who didn't follow the RULES . sighs . sometimes i wonder why she's so free to go memorise names . and her marking is STUPID LAH . qn 7 and 8 i lost 3 stupid marks cause of stupid 4 SIGNIFICANT FIGURES & 2 DECIMAL PLACE . i felt like killing her . and furthermore , ang told me tht miss lui only minus HALF mark for it . and she minused ONE for each . but forget it .

some people are just so URGH . i know you look DOWN on people . such SARCARSM . like youre any better .

what was our deal uhhh ang ? the treat to lunch one .

aftr band i wasn't thinking about my results . i wonder why . HMM . sweated like noone's buisness lar . up and down up and down . interesting score . all the stupid syncopation . busy counting them . hahh . but i don't seem to find the song ! AAHHH . so whoever who finds it please tell me . xiexie (:

i wonder when i'm gonna tell my parents about the marks . i just hope its NEVER but it wont happen . someday they're gona know . and there goes my HONGKONG AND MY RAYMOND LAM . =/

mep tmr , i BETTER BETTER PASS MY 2ND INSTRUMENT . or my L1R5'LL seriously be much more than 20 . look at my combined humans . they fetch at least 8 marks alr . oh YAY .

2005-10-17T23:03:00.000-07:00

rained the whole of yesterday's afternoon . GROGGY AND SLEEPY . wanted to go out with honk but in the end we slept till 5-6 . haha . okay islept till 6.30 . the weather was jst so irresistable .

combined humans results were expected . i never expected to pass anyway . anyways i'm still happy i actually passed my seq for the first time (: depressing results but nevertheless i still BELIEVE in mep . SIGHS . i BETTER pass my 2nd instru . altho i know its a 80% fail , but well jst to keep my hopes high . i wanna use mep as my humans or i'm like seriously dead . english was surprising . well at least i passed (: well all of us did aye .

LUI was VERY annoying . okay according to pek she kept calling for me budden its not my fault that i didn't hear cause i wasn't in the hall yet . so after that she jst started to spit at abah and particulary ME . saying that we didn't pay for heymaths and all that . okay it was our fault for not being responsible , but if yong had given us the edusave form earlier this won't happen , DESPITE reminding him until we dont' wanna remind liao . okay so she was like asking us to die die go back to schl tmr to hand in the edusave . i got so pissed cause she was practically SCREAMING AT ME . so i was like . i'm going to pay cash . then she was like . GO NOW . URGH . whatever .
i am SO not looking foreward to WED . physics , chem & amaths . BBAHH .

bought my raymond lam poster frm video world yay (: poke you don't hafta get it for me frm hk alr . hahah . and rented more shows . (:

gahh tell me tell me what to include for the com teeshirt cause i've never saw a sample of it bfre . and please don't kill me if its ugly =/ i'll try okay (:

okay its so late and i haven't bathed . then i can start watchg "the last breakthru" (:

2005-10-15T22:53:00.000-07:00

my stomach feels like its burning .

i won't be surprised if i have stomach ache by tmr . and tht'll be the best cause i can skip tuition tmr (: all thanks to the stupid expired food frm the stupid katong agency shop thingy . EEW . its like expired on the 30th aug 05 . but luckily i ate only 9 strips haha .

wei le raymond lam . i shall THANK amanda for doing my TEMPLATE . and i want a BETTER version of it !

view (:

i need to start studying for chinese o's REALLY SOON .

and survivor's law is FUNNY (: CHERMAINE NG you better go buy some other shows so i can borrow frm you too !

2005-10-13T23:06:00.000-07:00

into the blue was NICE (: abah's SCARED of sharks . hahaha . thou ther're messy scenes underwater . BLOOOD .

but she has all the luck in the world . you lucky girl (: haha . see , nothg'll happen . hoho .

tea ( okay , or rather tea break ) at coffee club at kino was SUPER AMUSING . hahah . lets toast for raymond & nadil (: haha . poke looked as thou she wanted to kiss the wall haha . long haired guys ! mushroom meal hahha . tasted like the broc soup we ate last time right poke . hahah . well we bet that everyone was so happy that we left cause we were makig hell lot of noises haha . aftr abah and bam trying to MURDER me with the FORK .

bought a green ripcurl pencil box . WHICH might be the same as ahsohs . ohh well . hahah and ahsoh you better like your present . (:

earrrings (:

raymond lam (:

yummy yummy is funnay . hahha . its as thou i'm watchig some game show with dubbed voices . but then again . HAHAHA . you know whos acting in it .

okay i shall stop being so obsessed for the day . least bam'll take a KNIFE AND KILL ME OR STHG hah.

2005-10-12T19:23:00.000-07:00

okay so pek told me theres a sax solo agn in miss saigon haha so chermaine , HAVE FUN (: miss saigon sounds really weird /haha . okay maybe the score doesn't have that mucha running notes .

altho the exams are OVER like FINALLY its really weird not studying haha .

screwed mep prac like i don't know what and i'm probably gona fail my 2nd instru , cheeri saw my first instru marks , was like either 33/38. not that i expected any higher thou . i'm jst happy if i'll pass my 2nd instru . serious . wasted one whole day in schl coz of mep . starved till 5 coz i woke up at 10 and i had to reach schl at 11.30 . oh man , my brain's like full of cheeri's and ang's mep pieces now . URGHURGH .

shall plan the trip to hk (: maybe for a couple of days with my mom . yay . TVB (: RAYMOND LAM (: hohum . everybody loves raymond lam (: HOHO . i want to learn cantonese =/

ooh , maybe i should start cooking for fun tmr (: if there's time haha.

oh man ice skating ! (:

2005-10-06T20:08:00.000-07:00

i have until 2am to finish studying 9 chapters of bio .

i'd better not sleep durig the exams agn tmr ..

2005-10-05T20:45:00.000-07:00

blogger's weird . thus i shan't update much . i wish the exams to PASS FAST . i am STILL worried about bio . well at least there's only 3 chapters to study for geog . and amaths well . i don't know .

chem was STUPID and as usual i was wasting time checking thus i didn't finish some questions (: BOOHOO .

shall be on hiatus till the 13th .

2005-09-30T22:32:00.000-07:00

i'll never live to the end of the exams . i think i have SERIOUS amnesia i'll forget everythig i memorise during the exams . oh man . SS AND ENGLISH WERE horrid . some stupid ZIMBABWE compre came out . about the blacks and the whites . SS RELATED . like whats surayaya's problem lar . easy her head arh . summary writing was RUBBISH . i only had 131 words when it was supposed to be 160 words . i was SO SO SO tired and yar i slept like for 5 minutes . and so i didn't have time to try to add words into my summary . SS was like . i think i wrote like superr little . hahah next time , i'll use a ballpoint pen . i don't get why they want to have TWO most HANDWRITTEN PAPERS on the same day . =/ thus i can conclude that ss and english are boring and tiring subjects . (: i want to drop ss BADLY .

turkish ice cream's nice . hah i never knew that it was called turkish ice cream . hawk , seriously when you said about the turkish ice cream at heartland mall i thought you meant TURKISH FLAVOURED ICE CREAM hahah and it turned out to be some goats milk ice cream . NICENICENICE . (: ice cream got everywhere . haha on the bus . next time i'm gonna bring a video cam to VIDEO ANG'S SILLY MOVEMENTS . hahaha . RIGHT ~~VAL~~ (: oh hatred .

monday - mep .
wed - chem . chinese paper ONE .
thurs - amaths . geog elect .
fri - bio .
next monday - emaths .
next tues - phys . chinese paper TWOOO .
next wed - MEP PRACTICAL I AM GOING TO DIE .

this shall REMIND ME on how many stuffs i hvent done .

and i haven't touched on bio , phys and geog AT ALL . hurray . OH AND MEP TOO .

KOU ZHONG . hahah . melts melts melts . (:

WUHONG , stop the TECHNO ! its very DISTRACTING .

-wuss .

2005-09-27T23:21:00.000-07:00

my ears are going thru the worse stage in life . it swells . becomes OKAY but there's still abit of the swell . then it starts swelling again . its like left then right then left again . GAHH . WHENN OH WHEN will this stop .

eoys are in 3 days time . i am going to DIE .

and cheeri SORRY SORRY ! i'll try to go to schl tmr no matter what okay . (:

2005-09-24T22:01:00.000-07:00

MEP prac with ang and cheeri at my place t'day . hahahha had to CLEAR my ever so messy place bfre they came . slept at EIGHT YESTERDAY like OMG . what a waste of time . slept till 9pm , woke up, checked my phone, didn't bother to reply and went back to sleep agn . haha . woken up by my mum screams by saying that i didn't off the com and such . and went back to sleep again . and that was all the way to 9 . i've never woken up so early on a sat morning . for such a long long time .

cheeri SOUNDS LIKE A DUCK hohum . (: i seriously need to get my keys fixed . theyre such a hindrance . and the stupid black thing at the back keeps dropping off . URGH . i'm just officially dead for mep 2nd instru lar . i still can't get the stupid d part correct . AAAAAAAAAAGH . poor neighbours . =/ bet they died under my horrible violin sound . and all the SOUNDS i produce hahah . okay or rather NOISE . (: ang was being her USUAL SELF . stupid . BUT don't you worry kay . keep your hopes high . maybe they just wanna give you a surprise on your birthday ? oh . i killed SOME of cheeri's horsehair . hhahaha . sorry lar woman . HAHAH . and she's the FAMOUS guinea pig scarer .

oh you poor guinea . :(

my stupid mep piece is FIVE minutes . SO BO HUA .might as well make it as first instru . then chermaine can play with me the duet haha . but i'll probably flunk both my 1st and 2nd instru in this case . LOL . urgh . maybe i jst should've played latin rondo . it'll be much btr . and both my 1st and 2nd instru are TOGETHER . mark the 12th of sep my death date . and i don't want HER to be my examinor .

2005-09-20T23:46:00.000-07:00

SHERYL CHEE YOU ARE THE MEANEST ~~thing~~ stick ON EARTH . hohum . i decided not to be so mean after all . (:

i have decided . i MUST and i SHALL finish writing ALL NOTES by this week . SO tht next week i can proceed to reading them .

qianlan's so FUNNY . hah . fight fight fight . (: and stop touching my ear ! its alr swelling like crazy hahaha . anw like you'll read this heh . i still need you to HELP ME ON MY AMATHS . be PREPARED to answer my neverending questions . (: LOL .

abah and honk left after lunch , and buying SOMEONE'S present . hahaha we took A VERY LONG TIME CHOOSIG LAR . leaving me and hawk to study at the airport . GAH STUPID AMANDA LEONG you made us miss the second 36 . hah . it was just , SO STUPID . were flagging for the stupid bus like crazy but apparently the bus driver didn't see us and zooomed past . so we ended up waiting like idiots for 20 mins at least . and so by the time we reached the airport it was like 4.30 or sthg alr . studied till SIX took the skytrain ! (: they shoould have 5 airports so there'll be five skytrains ! HOHO . nice nice fries and yummmos mashed potatoes .

so its confirmed , eunice has dengue . but l know you'll recover FAST (: cause you have US . the wonderfullest class to pray for you ! HOHO . i want to go visit .

chermaine ng you ungrateful brat . =/

-wuss .

dedicated to miss quek wusuan (forced by her)

2005-09-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

yay im back even though i dun want to, but ya. this is a waste of time. anyway.

thanks wusuan for helping me print those shit coz i dun want to use my house printer coz it sicks and i quareeled with my mum and my asshole bro over it. my 2ns bro is an asshole. and bye! bring th e shit tml if u still want to see my alive thanks

2005-09-19T07:31:00.000-07:00

airport was fun and stupid . (:

GAB amused us . HAHA . THE FLOOR THE FLOOR ! LOL . merrybrown . HOHOHH . and the people said somethig about their floor . HEH .

huangyu the pig wants to camp overnight . HAHAA . changing shifts .

my darling julius' dead . I NEEEED POWDER PAPER . and if it still doesn't work i'm dead lar . like SERIOUS . counts fingers till mep exam . and we haven't had a proper practice yet . it has a million problems .

2005-09-17T18:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday's practice for mep 2nd instrument wasn't very successful cause SOMEONE. ERRHM . didn't go practice HURR . haha . and my tenor just had to have so so so much problems . now i have to buy powder paper . and somehow the stupid thumbrest thing is loose . i wonder whyy . hohoh . NOISES . (: stupid pek didn't bring STHG , haha . i want to murder her . (: and cheeri was being annoying by hurrying us to leave parkway . haha .

finished typing out 3 whole chapters of SS in the whole of today . hahaha . yes i know i'm slow . the distractions ma (: HOHOH . and my eyes are itchy like shit . gah . SS IS REALLY ANNOYING .

my mum managed to squeeze the pus outa my ears . WITH BLOODD . hahah somehow i didn't care . so long as it stopped by the time i put on the earring its okay . haha . BUT ITS STILL SWELLINGGG .

i don't wanna count how many more days to the eoys . it's just so STRESSFUL .

2005-09-14T23:01:00.000-07:00

for some reason whenever i feel like updating my blog blogger's alw down .

anw i think i should go on hiatus soon . like seriously . the FYE'S are drawing closer . like 16 days more to english and ss paper and i haven't touched SS since like chapter two . ahahha group studies are ~~stupid~~ (: fun .

started studying earlier this year but somehow i felt i achieved nothing hahhaa .

we'll have it after the FYE's ayee. i can't wait HOHHUM . (:

t'days studying at bk was stupid . haha . we wasted 20 mins drawing random pictures and laughing like crazy . commenting on the WEIRD CHINA GUY BESIDE US . hahah . he's like REALLY WEIRD . =/ completed like only 3.4 3.5 and 3.6 of amaths . haha . i think i go to 77th street & planet surf like everyday larh . and they have new stuffs today . haha . the shirts . but not really nice thou . my orange pen died i KILLEED IT . how sad :(

i swear mep 2nd instrument is the most hateful thing on earth lar . this one cannot that one cannot . ask and ask and ask again . GAH . its not the practicing process that annoys me but the choosing of SUITABLE SCORES . and its like SOON but i haven't settled on a piece yet . i don't know which one to chooooose .

friday'll be a disasterous day . hahaha .hear me play and you'll faint . like seriously (:

2005-09-10T00:02:00.000-07:00

we really need to buck up . we really do .

replies to tag .

SHUFF / no shufang no . i bet you killed it ! (: HOHO i can't find my cleaning cloth thingjamaig . my solution is PERFFECCT OKAY . try it on the sec1 instruments and you can see that it works wonders .

SOHHH/ hahaah . i knw you've been waiting for this day to come ! LOL . have funn .

MUDD / hahhaha . you make me feel like eating gummies . and no no more cal for you ! (: HAHA. YES GOOD pierce . you & your weird mum.

VERA/ yupp we will (: anw thanks for coming back tht day . (:

BEAMMM / hahah . why suddenly so . YOU YUAN . i wonder why .

2005-09-07T23:01:00.000-07:00

hahahah . for the 3RD TIME happy birthday SHERYL CHEE pangsai . (: AWW haha i knw you're happy to have such a sweeeeett friend (:

okay . improvements . (: yupp . all we need is time .

a movement for rosa , is . well , weird .

wells . anw draggeed poke to pierce her ears yesterday ! took a HARRRDD TIME persuading her to do so . and well finally she did it ! (: yay i'm so proud of her hahhaha . see nothig happened . (:

and yes sorry for being late agn . well i was an hour late and poke was 2 and a half hours late hahah . well at least you saw us . haah . 4th level . LOL . and hawk , GAHH . don't comment on my hair aaagghhh . its in its worse condition . i don't think anything can save it nw haha . progressed on A BIT OF emaths . decided to go to pp cause the library was getting boringg . on the way to pp poke was walking like a GANGSTER . haha . her bag was like . some LOADDD . (:

went to cine aftr that . bought sheryl chee's present . hahha . poke belongs to the 2nd world right ? hongyu ? HAHAHA . her taste is damn weird , trust me . LOL . neoprints . (: haha the bunch of guys taking neoprints . WERE SO GAY ! hongyu took out her earrings . AHHH . damn scary la ! later mine also like tht i die ah . scary scary . met bam and kazhua , spent a FORTUNE at coffee club . weird tasting BROCOLLI soup . =/ haha . lion dance . poke was . entrigued . =/ or whatever you spell it .

replies to tags.

MUD// hahah happy waiting (: for the day WILL come . HOHO . okay your mum's scary lar . hahah my hair's deemed as hopeless alr . and where got like tht one . frogs come FIRST befre the letter . HAH . sad . your calculator jst doesn't love you anymore . AWWWW . :(

TWINN// hahah they're downright GAY ! speak so soft . EEEEEYERR . whats their problem . =/ LOL . they must knw tht we're cursing them .

SHUFF// gahhh . HOW can you blame the solution ! its GOOD ! must be you la ! never take care properly . HA . sighssss .

CHEE// the HAIR is BAD . really bad . i bet you'll laugh like HAWK did, on monday hahhahaa .

CFC// hahahah yes ! don't FORGET . you always DO . eh . so how ?

PEK// hahaha . happy waiting for them to come back to you (: the song's WEIRD. hah . big moudly pimple ! LOL . i asked them to check liao .

oh and yes , delifrance food tastes weird . the spags i mean haa .

2005-09-06T12:15:00.000-07:00

we can do it .

-wuss .

2005-09-04T22:36:00.000-07:00

julius keilwerth . <3 (:

& yay i finally got it . HOHO . pretty pretty .

the shop was super hard to find . chermaine and i maluated ourselves .

you don't want to see my hair . its in the worse condition anyone can imagine . trust me . i'm serious . ask twin . HAH . & i have concluded that . ALL GUY HAIRDRESSERS ARE GAY . like seriously la . every single guy hairdressers i've been to , TALK SOFTLY . & they look gay . and the outcome of your hair's alw bad . =/ . the next time , i'm going to bring a picture of how i want my hair to be like . i'm tired of explaining and they don't understand . they never do . =/

my legs are jellified . after carrying the instrument home . after gg to orchard to cut my stupid disgusting hair . gah . i miss the bed (:

2005-09-03T23:17:00.000-07:00

tomorrow oh tomorrow i'm going to try the tenor (: and hopefully it'll be suitable so that i can buy it ! (: HOOOO .

section lunch was . FUN . (: poor sec1's . HAHAHA .

2005-09-02T23:28:00.000-07:00

kinda expected that kelvin won . if there wasn't a last round competition at all , maybe kelvin would win too . well there jst isn't really fairness in the competition world . normally those who sing better won't be the champion. thou i didn't vote i really think that kelly sang btr . (: shall watch the rerun and help HONK tape it .

progress report . HAH . THE worse in my entire life . my overall % was like lower than average la . everyone seems to be improving each term while i DEPROVE . from l1r5 of 15 to 20 . like WOW la. as thou 15 isn'tbad enuff alr . all i can do now is to jiayou and study study study .

just read some stupid blog entries . they were damn hilarious la ! HAH . wonder what happens if SOMEONE comes across it .

the day befre schl holiday just doesn't seem like one .

i think you're a liar behind a mask .

we must invade ahsoh's house one day ! (:

2005-08-31T18:47:00.000-07:00

t'chers day celebration .

well i haven't been enthu recently . i wonder why . hahah not tht i'm like super enthu last time either . lots of food in classs ! (: yummo . nice nice jellies and nicenice tidbits/drinks . (: took pictures AND SHERYL CHEE PANGDUNG COME ONLINE NOW . i WANT the pictures ! you've been owning me the pictures since i forgot when . =/ class celebration was okay . didn't really go around giving presents . stayed in class eating and taking random pictures haaha .

performance was well . quite nice . hahaha . the dances were nice . esp the robot thing hahaha . bet it wasn't cheorographed by ann . (: when they teacher's walked down the aisle , there was this girl screaming like nobody's buisness then me and jocelyn concluded that she has BIG LUNGS . she screamed for almost all the tcher's la . you can imagine how we suffered =/ tk cheer and stuffs befre the end . wanted to pass sim the present thingy . well , it was just one bottle of shampoo and one bottle of conditioner . cost like 5 bucks for both . haha . body shop . so walked past miss tee and decided to give her the conditioner . and sim can have the shampoo . HAHAH .

watched the maid at ps . nice show . (: nice storyline . hahaha . sumhow it was scarier than the other scary movies i've watched . maybe cause of val screaming her lungs out while i was laughing at her . you know what my memory's tht limited . i can't remember the names of the two woman alr . =/ never expected such an ending . ang , too bad you have no wall to hug ! (:

arcade , ddr . so different la . i wanted to die . cause i accidentally choose this damn hard thingy . GAH . saw pandah and teased her about andy and dewei ( : HOHO . didn't go to the hairdressers cause they were ALL above 30 . and kimage's a NONO . neoprints (:

and oops . forgot to buy sylvia's cd agn . =/

2005-08-27T00:04:00.000-07:00

just had the urge to clean the cupboard . it was so frigging dusty . even the floor was dusty . WHICH reminds me . SHERYL CHEE PANGDUNG you owe me my goblet of fire and CHERMAINE NG you owe me my order of the phoenix . no wonder my bookshelf looked so empty .

well x-country wasn't tht bad as i expected . kinda fun . weirdly , this year we had like loads of time to prepare . while last time we were so busy with the balloons . bursting and remaking . pumping and shaping . hahaha . but heyy it was worth it cause we won last year (: haha which reminds me about the pigs can fly and bam's WORD OF WISDOM hahaha . (:

ate lunch at pp bfre taking a cab there . there was this bunch of sec1 taking their own sweett time eating . chatting and(SPITTING FOOD & LAUGHING ) . they came much earlier than us but left later than us . and too bad , hongyu didn't get to pierce her ears . BUT we're gg to pull here there soon ! (: my stupid alcohol bottle DIED . and i forgot to get a new one then . so many people were late la .

took many RANDOM PICTURES . climb tree ! blame on the stupid ants infesting the tree . kites . sailing . (: hahahah and sandcastles . and ARRRGH . thanks for wetting me amanda . I FELT BALD . =/ gahh . haha anw you had your share of the sprite ice so we're quits now ! (:

heard tht many people fainted and stuffs . but anw vanessa , ABAAAH and huangyu were great ! (: so were the other runners . abah and wuhong had 2nd and 1st respectively . and they both beat deborah . HAAA . yayy . and 3/3 got 2nd for overall running . ((: okay poke me and bam owe you lunch hahah .

SHERYL CHEE AND HER FRIENDS ! haha zany was stupid but hey we tried our best alr rgt (: so yay 3/3 STILL ROCKS .

went to pp to get the alcohol with ang and HAWWK . ooh and i bought the last piiece of rusty tee . the black one (: HOHO . eh hawk , HAM ! red indian . lOL . so do'y still want to give her a birthday present ? LOL .

okay i can't eat seafood , so please REMIND me to ask whether there are seafood contents . =/

-wuss

2005-08-25T21:54:00.000-07:00

Everytime when I have the urge to blog . it alws happens just slightly before my dad decides to LOCK the modem . thanks to my ." AWSOME" brother . whos like TOTALLY engrossed in playing maple story . =/ *controls controls . long post long post .

So, what happened on Monday was ..

Were thinking of whether to go pp or ps . after a long decision at the photocopying machine area we decided to go to ps . haha . wanted to watch wedding crashers . BUT it was NC . aarrrggh . JANUARRRYY . we were like thinking of how to get into the cinema . wanted to try the axs machine . but yeah need ic . andthenandthen we thought of asking some um friendly looking people to help us buy the tickets . but they told us tht they'll check upon gg into the cinema . sighs , which left us with buying tickets for other shows and sneaking in . checked the show time from axs . and ps was SURPRISINGLY quiet . so little people la . but the stupiddd machine couldn't show us some of the show's cinema . so xinyi had to call her brother and ask to check haha . bought (dogs)ticket , cause it was at cinema one and wedding crashers was at cinema six . so we thought it was only opposite . haha . I DIDN'T KNW THEY WERE SO CLEVER . to put the nc16 shows at the theatre nearest to the usherer .maybe if we didn't make that much noise we could've sneaked in hahah. we all went to the same door for some reason haha . opened the wrong side of the door . so it was like sorta STUCK . haha . then the woman went behind us and said . CINEMA ONE'S OVER THERE . AND pointed . WHOA scary lahrr . so we had no choice but to watch that . was hoping that the woman'll go awayy . but NO three people were standing outside instead . i wonder why hahaha . so watched the ( dog ) show . HONGYU WAS SO PRO LA . she was SLEEEEEPPING INSIDE . and for some reason she cried too hahahahaah . while i was BOMBARDING honk with questions cause i can never remember the characters that well . (: but well the show was .. quite OKAY . it just seemed to revolve back to the beginning . hahah . the driving around part at night was SO STUPID ! anw the show was sick . hahaha .

AND on tues ..

went pp with the baddy people . bought this pair of SUPER ULTRA BE-AU-TI-FUL slippers . ABAH took size 9 while i took size 6 . i swear my feet are small =/ looking at the slippers makes me happy somehow . (: hahah its the nicest pair of slippers i've ever seen in my life thou (: was PROMOTING green stuffs to abah cause SHE hated green hahahah . went to the body shop sale and guess what HONK spotted MDM SUYAYA . hahaa . OMG it was just SO DAMNNN embarrassing . we ran off to the basement . hahah . budden we decided to go back to the place agn cause me and may wanted to go look at cheap stuffs . and then sadly she was STILL there . all of a sudden she went behind abah and asked her . "why were you all running away just now . did you all like see something there " then abah said something like yes or sthg hahah. and blahblahblah i can't remember what they said . all i remembered was the last sentence . she said to abah .

"NAUGHTY GIRL " hahhaha ! YUUU-PING . and as usual i had to take bus home myself cause the four of them lives at the other side of the world . i suddenly had the urgge to buy many many things . and you know what i feel like splurging on A single rusty item . maybe sometime later . HAHAH .

was supp to meet sylvia at the bus stop later to prac for her 2nd instrument thingy . BUT she told me . the bus stop after bowen . then i ask her towards yio chu kang there ah . so she was like yes . okay and the stop after bowen's REGENT VILLE . got off three stops after bowen. i got like DAMN lost and my phone DIED cause it uses BAT up SUPER fast . like , ONE DAY you've gotta charge ONCE at least . how stupid . never drop a samsung phone . we it doesn't really seem to affect xinyi's phone . BUT somehow my SAMSUNG phones alw go crazy after dropping once .=/ was looking at everybus stops but didn't see sylvia . feeling LOST . i took a bus back to regent ville there hoping that SHUFANG's at home so i can charge my phone hahha i didn't dare to scream for gab down her house cause there was this security guard person around and she most probably couldn't see . SO when i didn't have a choice i actually went knocking on shufang's house la . just too see that she ISN'T at home yet . so i walked all the way to the shopping center outside regent ville . i can never remember the name , insearch for PUBLIC phone . BUT THEN i realised i can't remmeber sylvia's no haha . so i went to edo sushi to buy food . then i went to ask the lady whether i can use the power supply cause i brought my own charger along . and surprisingly she allowed haha . this was prolly one of the most MALU thing i've ever did la . it was just DESPERATE . cause i alr wasted like so much time . and i couldn't like leave sylvia sitting somewhere waiting . plus she couldn't contact me and i couldn't contact her . so called her house . her mum was like damn shocked . so i asked her how to get to her house . then she said what you can see the overhead bridge and spc . BUT i remembered SPC was somewhere near the swimming complex which was behind . nevertheless she said it was towards the yio chu kang there where i was supp to take the bus . so i waited for 70 for the 3rd time . ONLY to find myself ENDING Up at yio chu kang industrail estate . okay .so i gave up and took a cab to tuition . wasted like so long , doing nothing . =/ oh anyways my phone went FLAT again . URGH i SHLL make it a point to charge it everyday regardless of anythin .then after tuition went to sylvia's house to prac the thingy . her attic's damn nice la . so interesting hahahah. reached home at like 11.20.

slept with my hair WET . which results in my HORRENDOUS hair t'day . it was STICKING out like some lion's maine la . and no matter how much i try to straighten it . it never does seem to work . and i NEEEED to cut it .

today was just . well . some , were like totally unexpected . CHERMAINE, please , don't be like that . yupp as you said . there's alw the concert to shine and do your best (: we all have confidence in youu (: so yes and YOU better come fr section lunch kay ..

we'll let her know tht saxophonists ROCK (: so yes we must do our very best on the 29th dec on the combined band concert . (:

the other thing's just well . why does she have to transfer liying to string bass . now they have people in string bass . AHH . does this ALW happen to a saxohphonist . THINKS BACK TO choon rui ..

well , woman , seriously i didn't know it was tht complicated. (24/8)

I PASSED MY 2.4 WITH A D. thank you jocelyn , abah and all for supporting us ! HAHA . although it cost like HALF of my life . i felt as thou i just died again or sthg . wanted to pon SS . plus i had mild headache. so me and CHEE asked mdm azizan whether we could go to the sick bay . she was surprisingly nice la . asked us whether we want to rest in class . but well we stll insisted on gg to the sick bay . and UPON reaching there . sheryl chee was so stupid la . she thought that no one was there . BUT there were like FOUR people there . SO SCARY CAN . the SCARY SCHL SOCKS ! we HAD to sit on the floor. HAHAH SO we decided to go back to class and sleep . okay anyway i realised sthg . never sleep with your face flat on the table/ arms they cause you to feel nauseous/stomachy . thts what sheryl chee felt after sleeping too much hahaha .

anyway PIERCED MY EARS LIKE FINALLY after seeing how twin suffered while piercing i wanted to cry la . i was like on the verge of tears . ang cried too hahahha . i'd never want to get a second piercing . we were like hesistating for a long time there bfre twin decided to finally sum up her courage and do the piercing first . hahahha . we were like makig a hell lot of noise there . and everyone was staring at us . =/ the pain lasted like for at least one hour pls . was trying to like take my mind off it .

so we crashed at ahsoh's house later . haha TENNIS TENNIS ! i don't care the next time we must play tennis ! chatted and stuffs . told ang to call you know who but she didn't in the end . =/ and we didn't see LAMLAM ! how SAD :( 18th flooorr (: and ahsoh , we didn't do anything ! realllyyy.

my ears are itchy . (25/8)

sad

2005-08-24T11:59:00.000-07:00

shocked: today,5.55pm, went band after returning back from jurong island. and recieved wo shocking piece of news.
1) our best tenor junior, liyin, was transferred to string bass. hell. sigh.
2) results are out: SL: Anne - ASL: Wusuan.

sad: i noe i should congratulate them for the appointment of such responsibility, but something is stopping me. i can't help. my heart is stopping me from doing so, though my mind is telling me to. i just can't open my mouth to say those words and to congratulate the others who recieved happy news.
i stood there dumb when choy told me the news. thank goodness it came out from her. if any of my section tell me that, i probably dunno how to react. i had to forced a smile out to choy. val and wusuan came out, not knowing how to break the news to me. i can say that they are quite relieved that they needn't tell me these news.
i dunno why. why this news had struck me so hard. i had expected this long ago. Expected news. but probably it is because of the unexpected timing. it shocked me. i could have collasped. if i had known that this is going to happen today, i will not go band after NE learning journey.
even though i guess this outcome ages ago and my mind had been telling me that this is it, a small little ray of hope still leaves in my heart. now its gone. forever. i do not seek to be a main character, but just wish to be a minor role. to have a small part to play in the show.

Cried: i tried really hard not to cry in front of anyone, other than myself. i couldn't stand at my section area anymore, in front of everyone. i fled. saying that my dad had arrived, which to my amazement that he had, long ago. entering the car, i tried to act normal in front of my parents. there is no way i am going to tell them about this. it will make everything worse. after the silent dinner and on the way home, i held my tears, sitting at the backseat. everytime once tears welled in my eyes, i wiped it out immediately, making the least movement as possible.
reached home, i went up to bath immediately. with the door close and me alone to myself, i couldn't control anymore. i burst out. i cried under my shower. for more then half and hour. then went to my room and covered myself under the pillow to stop my tears. it worked, i would say.

unbelievable: though i had expect this, i still could not believe it. never. i dare say i tried very hard in everything, my playing; juniors' playing; my attitude; juniors' attitude; and everything else. i really tried. maybe it didn't help. true effort still cannot beat good luck. this is fate. my fate, in exact. anything that go through my mind, my thoughts, or heart, it will never ever come through, whether good or bad. never. for 15 years since i was borned. never. today, i finally accepted my fate. my destiny. my life.

regret?: honestly, there are periods of time when i wondered whether i had make the right choice in staying back 2 years ago. probably i would have a better life. perhaps. who noes. but i never regret my choice. though anne believes that i had not left because my mum will never allow and will kill me if i do, but however unfortunately it is not. its just an excuse. my mum never bothers a damm.both my bros are cca-quitters. however, how am i to tell my at that time anti-band-plus-seniors batchmates that i didn't want to leave. even though that period of time is unbearable. but i believed that those days will over. and it did.
i am not a quitter. i am never. and never will be. and i do not regret my choice 2 years ago. i love my section, though i am beginning to doubt so. but till now, i still love it and the people in it.

hope: my last ray of hope. please do not snatch it away from me. next year concert will be my last year's performance. hopefully there is. its my last chance to shine. to prove that my efforts did pay off. please, believe me. i want that last chance, that only last chance. i really want it. please. i dare not hope anymore, lest it does not come true. please i really want. show me that life isn't that pessimistic for me. please.dun let my hard work and efforts, though may not be better than others, go down the drain. please. please, my last and only chance. please...

-chermaine ng

2005-08-20T21:15:00.000-07:00

oh , i passed my combined humans by ZERO-POINT-TWO hahah . the first and ever time i passed my combined humans for the past three terms . and of course everyone passed too hahaha .

band was okay . and guess what , i'm starting to love my bari (: HAHHA . cheers for me . (: apart frm the heaviness and the scores . evrything's fine (: HAHAHA . and i bet she didn't help me ask agn . despite reminding her yet agn during band . if this goes on , when can i ever decide on my second instrument . most of them've decided alr . BUT . sighs . nevermind , hope she asks on wed , if there's practice .

and you , i can't stand it when you get angry over such small matter like not listening to what you say . its not i don't want to listen to you on purpose . its just that i'm talking to someone and i really can't hear you . you don't expect me to have such good listening right, hearing both sides talking at the same time . i can't stand compromising you alr . i knw i haven't been a really good friend either , alw late and stuffs . but do you realise , no matter what i'm alws to first to sort of apologise . and have you ever thought , if you were in my state now . obviously you'd want people's help right . TRY BEING IN MY STATE YOU'LL REALISE . its not that i don't want to take my case . you can't expect me to just throw the instrument on the floor . leave it leaning on sth when i go take my case right . i'm sorry if i keep bothering you and stuffs . i know everyone'll get annoyed if i ask them to hold my instrument/take my case . do you think i feel good asking you all to hold my instrument for a second . i have to please you , i have to "beg" you to . i don't feel good at all okay . okay i shall apologise for asking you to take my case many times . BUT HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT . WHAT CAN I DO . AND DO I HAVE A CHOICE . UNLESS YOU CAN FIND a way to solve this problem . but don't worry , whenever i can do it myself , i won't bother you . i just can't stand it when you get angry over some stupid reason . i'm not having this mindset that you HAVE to take my case out everyime . i never said you had to. so yes .

okay i feel btr nw . you know what , i don't want this friendship to blow . or maybe you don't even care about this friendship at all .

went to macs with hongyu after band to do proj . wasted like 1 hour plus plus there waiting for the wireless connection . BUT apparently for some reason it was down . qianlan and SHEN LING LI . (: hahahha . we were like teasing her all the way frm macs to the bus stop and frm the bus stop to pp macs . was like ultra packed there . saw this 3/2 scholar at this corner , i didn't knw it was her at first . took a very long time to finish the stuffs cause we were playing with qianlan's qq messenger thingy . hahaha . and loooking at her pictures ! (: too bad bam you missed out all the fun =/ so qianlan's friend came later . she needed to use the com . so then we went to pp to shop fur a while . like barely 7 mins hahhaa . finally finished before 5 .

went to hy's house later . hahaha . funfun . (:

i think i spent like 2 bucks at least on bus fare today and i had to keep borrowing money from people . just cause i didn't top up my card. URGH . so i made it a point to top up at hougang stn . bought dinner and was left with like ZERO dollars . like TOTALLY ZERO .

don't think don't think .

-wuss

2005-08-18T23:35:00.000-07:00

there's so much in life to be countlessly worried about .

results . disappointment . i've never failed amaths . yet , i had to this term =/ SIGHS . well its pretty much my fault since i don't listen durig lessons . and i wonder when i can actually pass my combined humans . OMGAWSH la . geog marks only for the presentation , YET she has to give us SUCH LOW MARKS LA . what about those who get 19/20 . WHOA . how unfair . and on the other hand , there's only probably physics and chem to get a's . which is FARFAR PATHETIC . looking at the amts of c's and d's on my results slip . my dad'll probably kill me or sth . and surayaya's really annoying . whts with her and sickness man , keep falling sick . and she hasn't given us back a SINGLE eng result back yet . not even drama , compo nor compre . and mep , what kind of harmony paper's that . there's like overlapping and //5ths . forget it . SIGHS . why can't they just have 40% 40% 20% URGH . miss ee didn't come . we wasted 1 and a half hr in class doing practically nothig . twin, put that smile on your face back agn aye (: we'll conquer the EOYS together ! i knw you can do it ! show him that you're farfarfar better than what he thinks . OH I FORGOT , HE DOESN'T HAVE A BRAIN . (: promise me to not think about it anymore kayy .

can someone just run 2.4 for me ? pwweattyy pleease . i don't wanna subject myself to another round of torture . :/ and it better not be tmr .

sometimes , i think i think too much .

-wuss .

2005-08-17T23:06:00.000-07:00

hail me , i FAILED 2.4 . for the first time in my LIFE .

okay mum's screaming . URGHURGH i dont' knw whats with her recently . nag and nag non stop .

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2005-08-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

GARR , RACHAEL HONK IS SO WEIRD . =/

but at least i didn't have diarrhoea (: must've been the creamy base . hahaha . NO pasta mania till at least the end of the year . the PEOPLE there are WEIRD and the FOOD there ALWAYS tastes different . the minestrone soup today was ULTRA weird . we changed to clam chowder . which tasted much nicer apart frm the GREEN dotty based CLAMS . bought THREE identical whales (: hahaha cutecutecute . i like the wrapping (: too bad they don't have purple paper . HOHOHO . and i'm never going to step into the post office near the bus stop AGN . hahah twin you knw why ayeee.
and i hope t'day's tests are the last for the term . hope they dont have some stupid geog, ss test coming up i can't take it anymre . i neeeed a break .

taijian's wallet was missig t'day . hope she found it alr (: ohh and i found my calculator . ended up being in the drawer inside the lab . =/ thanks nazyaan .

animation medley is <3

-wuss .

2005-08-14T00:03:00.000-07:00

okay my mum's gonna switch off the modem switch like anytime now . and i haven't done my jiang hmrk . URGH I HATE JIANG . what a waste of time .

anyways my legs were wobbily / jellyfied or whatsoever after the entire flag day . haha thank you cheeri for waking me up ! (: or i'd probably sleep till like 12 or sth . and be an hour late for cip . so while sleepg i don't know how/why i just heard the vibration frm my phone . so yes . i was so shocked when she told me it was 10.35 . haha . my dad didn't even bother to wake me cause i forgot to tell him what time to . so yes rushed and stuff , watched ~~a bit of pokemon~~ =x OOPS . haha .

then there was this chain reaction thing that the 3 of us either missed the bus/train . i missed the train . but well got into 27 . but ang didn't come down in time to take the 27 . so we took the next 27 . then val didn't board that 27 . sorrewwy sorrewwy people for being so late .

spent the first hr eating breakfast/lunch at ljs . okay so tamp mall wasn't the best spot to open our mouths to ask for donations since there were alr heaps of people doing flag day around the area . so we planned to go airport . BUT upon arriving at the mrt station at the airport . the officer at the control station told us cannot do at the airport area . okay so we asked whether can do around the taxi stand ther . and he didn't really answer . maluated ourselves by walking around the airport aimlessly . hahaha . took the skytrain to and fro without a reason . just pure fun i suppose (: roller coaster ride ! HAHAHA .

decided to go to bedok to ask . and cheeri , cheryl , isabella were on the same train as us and went there too =/ and then and then we saw eunice , pek , clar , jy , aud there . eunice had like A BIG FAT BULGING BAG OF DONATIONS . how unfair ! walked around , splitted up . walked one whole round round bedok plaza area there with val . hahaha . until we didn't know where we are . val , ATMS ! and then we were carrying the stupid orange balloon around . my balloon flew away while taking to ang on the phone , only the stick remained . ahah . but it wasn't that bad cause the stick helps me somehow (: and ANG HAD TO TELL ME THAT SOME RICH GUY GAVE HER 50 BUCKS . okay donated hahaha . cause he stuffed the note on her hands . and then came back and gave CHUN ! HOW UNFAIR . =/

next destination was bugis . there was this smoking lot of guys that voluntered to donate money into val's ! HAHAHA . smellysmelly . walked to og area and walked back haha . we saw this i-don't-know-what-schl guy standing there doing flag day . and his donation bag was like so BLOODY FULL . it was so full till it was bulging out badly la . maybe thats the cause of askig everyone regardless of anything . but no , we only ask those that look as thou they might donate hahaha , that explains the little donations we collected . and there was this muslim family . one of them was wrapped in black frm top to toe . so scary la and they were asking many many questions . i thought they meant what religion are you all frm . but actually i think they meant what religion is this for . and i answered buddhist . so she wass like , um sorry i only donate to muslims =/

and when we thought we were late . we rushed back to the collection point . upon realising many people wern't back yet . me and chun were so bloody thirsty i could feel my lips dying .

i must've inhaled a lot of smoke today .

walked arnd tm later . tried on the pocket sax which i think was RUBBISH haha . totally WEIRDLA . i couldn't produce sound AT ALL . ang was the only one that could hahahha . it was like totally diff . the mouthpiece was ROUND AND FAT . ate at ding tai fong . and we had no money to pay for the bills ! hahah . cause they URGHHH , didn't accept NETS . hai wo have to go all the way down to b1 to find the atm machine . =/ BAHH . what kinda shop doesn't accept NETS .

we were satisfied for a cause when we actually could feel the weight . haha . okay altho it wasn't that much but at least we felt accomplished ayee .

saw quite a lot of people we knew . saw WANGLU ! HAHAHA .

people to ask for donation : adults with children , men . never ask woman , they're so UGH stingy . especially those who don't even bother to reply you . walking away like some !@(#*!(*%#@ .

-wuss .